LOGINI DIED ON MY THIRD-YEAR WEDDING ANNIVERSARY.. ... right when my husband ditched me for his childhood lover alongside a cruel push.. However, I found myself back on earth five weeks later, not as a ghost, but as my usual self with no memory of the past. I was also forced to believe my pregnancy belonged to my saviour, and I lived in that web of lies until I met the man my son looked exactly like -- The devil. My Ex! This time, he seems to be very different and regretful, but I will surely make him pay, especially with the memories recovery.. Ugh.. If only our son wasn't on the way!!
View MoreJUDITH LARSSON
The cool evening air wrapped around me as I stepped out of the taxi, my hands trembling slightly as I clutched the envelope against my chest. I could still hear the doctor's words ringing in my ears—
“Congratulations, Mrs. Benson. You're two months pregnant.”
Pregnant.
The word felt like a melody, a soft whisper of hope I never thought I’d hear again. After what happened two years ago, after the pain of carrying a child only to lose them before they ever had a chance to live, I had been terrified to hope again. But this time was different. This time, I was ready to tell Mike, to watch his face light up with joy, to start a new chapter together.
And today of all days—our third wedding anniversary—felt like fate giving us another chance.
A small, excited smile tugged at my lips as I made my way up the porch steps, my heart fluttering with anticipation. I pushed open the door and stepped inside.
But the sight before me made the warmth in my chest turn to ice.
Mike stood in the middle of the living room, pacing back and forth with a tense expression. His hands were shoved into his pockets, his jaw tight, and his brows furrowed in deep thought. He looked troubled, almost as if he were bracing himself for something.
“Mike?” I called softly, closing the door behind me. He stopped pacing and turned to face me, his dark eyes locking onto mine. There was something unreadable in his gaze, something that sent a shiver down my spine.
For a moment, neither of us spoke. I tightened my grip on the envelope, my excitement beginning to fade into unease.
“What’s wrong?” I asked, stepping closer.
He exhaled sharply and rubbed a hand down his face, as though summoning the courage to say whatever was weighing on his mind. And then, in a voice devoid of warmth, he said, “We need to talk.”
I swallowed. The way he said it, the lack of emotion, the heaviness in his tone—something was very wrong.
“Okay… talk to me.”
Mike hesitated, and then he pulled a folded document from the table, placing it in front of me. My eyes flicked to the words at the top.
Petition for Divorce.
A stunned silence stretched between us as I blinked at the paper, my mind struggling to register what I was seeing. Divorce? I let out a short, breathless laugh. “Is this some kind of joke?”
“It’s not a joke, Judith,” he said, voice hardening. “I’m serious.”
My chest tightened, a lump forming in my throat. “Mike, what are you talking about? Why would you—”
“My family,” he interrupted, his hands balling into fists. “They’ve been planning this for years. Since childhood, I was promised to Regina. Our marriage was never meant to last.”
Regina.
The name slammed into me like a punch. I knew her. His childhood friend. The one his mother always praised, the one they wanted for him from the very beginning.
I shook my head, stepping back as disbelief and betrayal clawed at me. “You’re telling me that you want to leave me because of some arrangement?”
He let out a humorless laugh. “It’s not just an arrangement. It’s a business alliance, Judith. Something bigger than both of us.”
I felt the weight of the envelope in my hand. The pregnancy results. The life growing inside me. “Mike, we vowed to be together. To love each other no matter what.” My voice cracked. “You can’t just throw that away.”
His jaw tensed. “This is bigger than love.”
I scoffed, shaking my head in disbelief. “So what was all this, then? These three years, the memories, the moments we shared—was it all nothing to you?”
He didn’t answer. Instead, he looked away, his silence cutting deeper than any words could.
I swallowed hard, forcing myself to stay calm. “Mike, I—”
His eyes darkened as he cut me off. “You think I don’t remember? You think I forgot what happened two years ago?”
My breath hitched.
“You failed,” he spat. “You couldn’t even carry our child to full term.”
Pain slammed through me like a blade to the chest. My fingers clenched around the envelope, my nails digging into the paper. The stillbirth. The single most painful moment of my life. The baby I had carried for nine months, the baby we had prepared for, dreamed for, only to be met with death instead of cries.
My body went cold. I opened my mouth, but no words came out.
Mike sighed, running a hand through his hair. “I don’t have time for this. Sign the papers, Judith. I’m done.”
A sharp knock at the door made us both turn. Before I could react, the door swung open, and there she was.
Regina.
She stepped in like she belonged here, her heels clicking against the floor. She was stunning, with her long dark hair cascading over her shoulders, her lips painted blood-red. And the moment she saw Mike, her lips curled into a smile.
“Darling,” she cooed.
Before I could even process what was happening, she walked straight into his arms, pressing her body against his. And then, right in front of me, she kissed him.
I staggered back, my stomach twisting violently.
Regina turned to me, her eyes gleaming with satisfaction. “You’re still here?”
Anger burned through me, replacing the sorrow with something sharp and furious. “You,” I seethed, stepping forward. “You think you can just waltz in here and—”
Regina laughed—a cruel, mocking sound. “Oh, sweetie. He’s mine. He always has been.”
I clenched my fists, my body trembling. “Mike, tell her to leave.”
But he didn’t. He just stood there, letting her touch him, letting her smirk at me like I was the outsider in my own home.
I felt my chest tighten, my vision blurring with unshed tears. “You’re making a mistake.”
Regina’s smile faded, her eyes narrowing. “The only mistake here is you.”
And then, before I could react, she shoved me.
It happened too fast. My feet stumbled backward, and suddenly, the world tilted. My back hit the edge of the wall with a sickening crack, and an instant explosion of pain shot through my skull.
The result flew off my hands immediately, landing on somewhere I didn't know..
Then the next thing I saw was blood --- My very own blood
A choked gasp left my lips. The room spun. My vision darkened. I felt something warm trickling down the side of my face. Blood.
Mike didn’t move. He didn’t reach for me. He just stood there.
Regina’s laughter was the last thing I h
eard before everything went black.
Maybe I died..
Maybe not..
He proved that it was none of his business..
Judith's POV Einstein wakes me with his hungry cry around three in the morning. I pull him close on the bare mattress because the room is cold and the only cover we have is the hotel duvet that still smells like Mike.Well, I hate it but I use it anyway. I feed him while I sit with my back against the wall and he falls asleep again the second he is full. I lay him down gently then sit there staring at nothing because sleep will not come back.I keep hearing Keith’s slap, Mike saying my real name and Regina laughing the day she pushed me. My cheeks are wet before I even notice I am crying but I keep the sound inside so the baby stays asleep. When the tears stop, I wipe my face on the duvet and count the ten thousand dollars one more time under the streetlight that comes through the blinds. I slide the envelope back under the mattress and tell myself tomorrow, I will fix everything.Morning comes fast and Einstein is up again at seven demanding milk so I feed him and change him. I put
JUDITH LARSSON I snatch Einstein out of Mike’s arms and hold him so tight against my chest because I’m scared someone will take him again and this time I won’t get him back. He is warm and he smells like milk and he is the only thing that still feels real. Mike stands there with his hands half-raised and his mouth open and he looks at me like I’m the one who broke everything. “Judith, please, just listen for one second.” “No,” I say and my voice comes out flat and hard and I like it that way because I don’t want him to hear how much I’m shaking inside. “You don’t get to talk. You don’t get to call me baby. You threw me out, remember? You chose Regina, remember? You told me the baby I lost wasn’t worth keeping the marriage and then you pushed me down those stairs.” Keith steps closer and his face is red and ugly and I see the slap he gave me minutes ago still burning in his eyes. “Louisa, you’re confused, come home with me and we’ll fix this.” I turn to him and I laugh but it’s n
Judith's POV Morning dawned within a blink of an eye and even before I could open my eyes, my phone rang loudly..“Who the hell is that after a pleasurable night?” I mumbled, rolling to Keith's side of the bed but there were really no signs of him anywhere.“Babe?.." I called, opening my eyes at that moment but he was still absent..“In the bathroom?.." I spoke again, but still, no response came.I sighed, reaching for the device in my bag whose sounds were too loud for my liking. I'd actually placed the bag right beside the bed last night so it was easier to reach for it.Surprisingly, Keith was the caller and with furrowed brows, I swiped green..“Why calling when we ---”“Where the hell are you, huh? I waited all night but you never showed up. Do you know the extent I went in getting hard!",he yelled fiercely and angrily My heart skipped a beat and I immediately sat up properly.What the hell was he saying?.. didn't we just spend the night together?“What are you talking about?..
♣A YEAR LATER♣JUDITH LARSSONI'd received Keith's letter at work that morning and its content gave me so much happiness and joy..We were consummating our marriage for the first time since I survived my accident today.. and yes, he promised to make it a romantic one in a hotel room!.He had claimed to have developed a problem with erection before we got married and our child was gotten through IVF... starving me of intimacy since he claimed to be my husband.“You were aware of this before you lost your memories and the vacuum was the thousandth option I settled for to help me get hard but it never worked..” Forgetting those words of his was impossible, because he says that each time I craved for his touch on the days my hormones got me horny..Did I believe him??..Yes of course, or does an amnesia patient have an option than believing ... even lies?..I ascended the hotel stairs with my four-month old baby, who was sitting comfortably in the baby carrier I was using, right on my ch






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