LOGINJudith's POV
Morning dawned within a blink of an eye and even before I could open my eyes, my phone rang loudly..
“Who the hell is that after a pleasurable night?” I mumbled, rolling to Keith's side of the bed but there were really no signs of him anywhere.
“Babe?.." I called, opening my eyes at that moment but he was still absent..
“In the bathroom?.." I spoke again, but still, no response came.
I sighed, reaching for the device in my bag whose sounds were too loud for my liking. I'd actually placed the bag right beside the bed last night so it was easier to reach for it.
Surprisingly, Keith was the caller and with furrowed brows, I swiped green..
“Why calling when we ---”
“Where the hell are you, huh? I waited all night but you never showed up. Do you know the extent I went in getting hard!",he yelled fiercely and angrily
My heart skipped a beat and I immediately sat up properly.
What the hell was he saying?.. didn't we just spend the night together?
“What are you talking about?..” I asked confusedly, confirming that I'd really slept with someone and not dreamt of it, by raising the duvet.
“What do you mean by that question, are you trying to pretend? Do you know how terrible it is to be left hanging all night! It wasn't easy getting rid of my problem but I did because of you and yet you didn't show up, you didn't even pick your calls! Are you out of your mind?!” he yelled again.
I got pissed.
“Can you stop yelling and explain things properly, huh! The receptionist told me you were in room seven and I came in. We got intimate and this morning you disappeared, only to start pranking me with this. Do you think I'm a fool?” I retorted, feeling my brain getting messed up
“Wait... Did you just say room seven? You got fucked in room seven?!” he sounded so shocked.
I got more scared. Had I slept with someone else?..
“Stop the damn pranks and let me understand!". I shouted.
“For fuck sake, I was in room eleven, Louisa!” he screamed....
I gasped, remembering the difference I noticed in the man.
“You were what?..” my voice cracked in fear
“Do I look like the person you mated with? Were you under a spell or what?!”
I went silent for a second or two because my tongue refused to move out due to the volume of shock that had just run into my body.
“No.. no you're... You're joking right?..." I panicked, finally being able to speak but instead of an answer, the door flung open, revealing him..
He was still panting heavily due to how fast he had rushed here to confirm things..
The phone fell from my hands immediately.. he had dyed his hair white but the man of last night had black hair!!
My head spun around like a machine was tampering with it and a headache from nowhere hit me hard like I'd just collided with a ton of bricks..
“Babe..” my gaze remained wide as I slowly got up from the messy bed..
I was doomed, obviously.
“Where's my son?.. where's Einstein!” he yelled and my heart almost flew out of my chest in fear.
“He.. he's ...” I pointed to the direction I'd placed the little boy in yesterday, with my gaze still on him.
“Tell me, does it look like he's here?!" His eyes turned bloodshot and slowly, I turned my gaze to the couch..
My eyes widened
He was really not there.!
“Oh my god!” I screamed, rushing to the couch immediately to check if he had fallen behind it, with the duvet cover wrapped around my body, but nothing was there..
“Louisa!!” he yelled again but this time he looked so wild like he was going to eat me up .
I shifted backwards in fear..
“Keith..” I whispered, seeing nothing but his beastly side..
“What did you do?...” he moved too, coming for me..
My blood ran cold and I felt like fainting but I wasn't just finding myself going down..
“I --”
Before I could say a thing, he slapped me hard, sending me flying to the bed and making me hit my head hard on the bed stand..
“Tell me!" He yelled again while the pain in my head multiplied a million and one times..
“Keith" I whispered helplessly again as a tear rolled out..
And then, it began happening...
The memories!!
They began coming in pieces and flashes with blood flowing freely from my nose and ears..
I screamed when the pain became unbearable..
All I kept seeing was a handsome devil..
I saw him push me hard and go for another woman... and I saw a blur sight of him thrust into my middle..
“My ... Head” my tears flowed freely as the headache worsened.
“Babe? Are you okay?” Keith panicked, rushing to me quickly..
“I was married to.. to.. married to... ” I kept stuttering, getting more memories while a part of me began wondering why Keith wasn't included in those memories and why there was a different somebody in my head..
“Louisa?..” he called again, still panicking..
But I was lost... Lost in the world of the broken memories and struggling to gather the pieces. Immediately, I heard the opening sound of the door.
“Arrgh.." I held my head more tightly feeling a sharper pain, with my eyes still closed.
“Who are you?..” I heard a familiar but unrecognisable voice ask..
“Her husband and let go of my son!” Keith's voice came this time..
“Are you blind to notice the striking resemblance?.." the voice calmly retorted but.. my sense of understanding was blank..
I didn't even know what was going on, I was only hearing the words..
“Judith.. let's go home," was the next thing I heard.
Yes, that was the name I heard repeatedly as the memories came, not Louisa!!
My eyes opened slowly, as my curiosity level reached its peak..
Then, I saw him despite my blurred vision..
Nah.. not Keith..
It was the devil, my first love!..
He was with my child and had obviously just walked into the room.
“Judith..” he called again..
My heart cursed him a hundred times at that moment as the memories and understanding got more clearer, still leaving me mute and insanely weak...
Wait..
Don't tell me I'd just slept with him!!
He's meant to die!!
Judith's POV Einstein wakes me with his hungry cry around three in the morning. I pull him close on the bare mattress because the room is cold and the only cover we have is the hotel duvet that still smells like Mike.Well, I hate it but I use it anyway. I feed him while I sit with my back against the wall and he falls asleep again the second he is full. I lay him down gently then sit there staring at nothing because sleep will not come back.I keep hearing Keith’s slap, Mike saying my real name and Regina laughing the day she pushed me. My cheeks are wet before I even notice I am crying but I keep the sound inside so the baby stays asleep. When the tears stop, I wipe my face on the duvet and count the ten thousand dollars one more time under the streetlight that comes through the blinds. I slide the envelope back under the mattress and tell myself tomorrow, I will fix everything.Morning comes fast and Einstein is up again at seven demanding milk so I feed him and change him. I put
JUDITH LARSSON I snatch Einstein out of Mike’s arms and hold him so tight against my chest because I’m scared someone will take him again and this time I won’t get him back. He is warm and he smells like milk and he is the only thing that still feels real. Mike stands there with his hands half-raised and his mouth open and he looks at me like I’m the one who broke everything. “Judith, please, just listen for one second.” “No,” I say and my voice comes out flat and hard and I like it that way because I don’t want him to hear how much I’m shaking inside. “You don’t get to talk. You don’t get to call me baby. You threw me out, remember? You chose Regina, remember? You told me the baby I lost wasn’t worth keeping the marriage and then you pushed me down those stairs.” Keith steps closer and his face is red and ugly and I see the slap he gave me minutes ago still burning in his eyes. “Louisa, you’re confused, come home with me and we’ll fix this.” I turn to him and I laugh but it’s n
Judith's POV Morning dawned within a blink of an eye and even before I could open my eyes, my phone rang loudly..“Who the hell is that after a pleasurable night?” I mumbled, rolling to Keith's side of the bed but there were really no signs of him anywhere.“Babe?.." I called, opening my eyes at that moment but he was still absent..“In the bathroom?.." I spoke again, but still, no response came.I sighed, reaching for the device in my bag whose sounds were too loud for my liking. I'd actually placed the bag right beside the bed last night so it was easier to reach for it.Surprisingly, Keith was the caller and with furrowed brows, I swiped green..“Why calling when we ---”“Where the hell are you, huh? I waited all night but you never showed up. Do you know the extent I went in getting hard!",he yelled fiercely and angrily My heart skipped a beat and I immediately sat up properly.What the hell was he saying?.. didn't we just spend the night together?“What are you talking about?..
♣A YEAR LATER♣JUDITH LARSSONI'd received Keith's letter at work that morning and its content gave me so much happiness and joy..We were consummating our marriage for the first time since I survived my accident today.. and yes, he promised to make it a romantic one in a hotel room!.He had claimed to have developed a problem with erection before we got married and our child was gotten through IVF... starving me of intimacy since he claimed to be my husband.“You were aware of this before you lost your memories and the vacuum was the thousandth option I settled for to help me get hard but it never worked..” Forgetting those words of his was impossible, because he says that each time I craved for his touch on the days my hormones got me horny..Did I believe him??..Yes of course, or does an amnesia patient have an option than believing ... even lies?..I ascended the hotel stairs with my four-month old baby, who was sitting comfortably in the baby carrier I was using, right on my ch
MIKE CARSON“Every couple planning to get married runs several tests!” I gave Regina's words a retort in frustration and all she could respond with was an annoying laughter..“Did you just say every couple?.." she paused to laugh again.“Well, not ours.. because that's so unnecessary” she smirked, lighting a cigar stick which one could regard as something she was obsessed with due to her regular intake of it..“So unnecessary?.. you're insane” I let out more words in frustration.She's had been a headache for the past five weeks and also the main reason why our wedding preparations were this slow.“Nothing is necessary to you, who behaves that way, huh? We agreed just this morning to go to the hospital for the tests after I pick you up from the spa and now you're changing your words?.. What's the meaning of that". I made more lamentations while she puffed out smoke from her mouth and ears, making me feel a bit choked in the car.I had to turn on the car's AC because the traffic jam k
JUDITH LARSSONI woke up with a blank head --- with no single memory of myself nor where I was coming from.All I noticed were a series of wires connected to my body and a faint smell of some clinical fluids, but the room wasn't looking like a hospital ward..“An home treatment" I found myself muttering for no reason as I kept trying to remember at least a thing about myself, but nothing changed.Wait..I didn't even know my name!..“What the --” I was interrupted by the sudden opening of the door and I totally went speechless when a tall man walked in with another lady who obviously was a doctor judging from the stethoscope around her neck.“You're awake!" The man exclaimed, walking over to me with so much excitement obvious in his expression.I gave him a ‘Do I even know you?’ expression with my brows scrunched up.Nothing about him was familiar, not even his face and at a point I feared that I'd been kidnapped from somewhere or maybe... sold?..I shook away the thoughts..It didn'







