Chapter 4 

♣A YEAR LATER♣

JUDITH LARSSON

I'd received Keith's letter at work that morning and its content gave me so much happiness and joy..

We were consummating our marriage for the first time since I survived my accident today.. and yes, he promised to make it a romantic one in a hotel room!.

He had claimed to have developed a problem with erection before we got married and our child was gotten through IVF... starving me of intimacy since he claimed to be my husband.

“You were aware of this before you lost your memories and the vacuum was the thousandth option I settled for to help me get hard but it never worked..” 

Forgetting those words of his was impossible, because he says that each time I craved for his touch on the days my hormones got me horny..

Did I believe him??..

Yes of course, or does an amnesia patient have an option than believing ... even lies?..

I ascended the hotel stairs with my four-month old baby, who was sitting comfortably in the baby carrier I was using, right on my chest..

I couldn't tell if the intimacy was going to be painful because I had just put to bed four months earlier, but the eagerness to feel the pleasure for the first time in my life's new chapter and to see him for the first time since he travelled two months ago, filled my heart and erased the fear of feeling pains..

“We're seeing dad soon" I smiled at my baby, Einstein, who kept touching my chest. He wanted a suck, but hey, I wasn't in for that..

“If only you knew how difficult it was to wait till 8pm after receiving that letter" I said to the kid like he would understand..

Bringing a baby to the hotel wasn't something I was supposed to do but I'd always felt like my son was too young to be left in the hands of a random nanny..

“His excellency is in room seven” the receptionist had said even before I could clarify that the husband I was here for went by the name Keith..

Apparently, she recognized me at first glance.

Was I even that known by people?..

The room wasn't locked as I expected on getting to its door and so, I pushed it open without a second thought..

I had no idea why he chose to make the room dark by not turning the lights on, but I guess that didn't matter.. After all, I had no idea what his romantic plans were..

I responded to his kiss immediately he pressed his lips against mine.. feeling the hairs on my skin rising as his tongue slipped into my mouth.

“You were fifteen minutes late" he whispered and somehow, his mouth smelt like a mixture of alcohol and some ecstasy drugs..

Maybe he had used that to get hard.

“The baby..” I muttered, giving a reason for my lateness and requesting for a disconnection so I could drop Einstein, at the same time..

I had no idea where the light's switch was so I managed to drop the baby on the couch and when I turned, I saw traces of him on the bed..

I took off my clothes without a second thought, climbing the bed too and resuming the main deal..

“I miss you" I whispered into his mouth but he said nothing..

His cologne smelt different but there was just this uncontrollable urge for intimacy in me that stopped me from being distracted by any difference I noticed..

It felt like I'd seen him a very long time ago and I just wanted more of him..

More than I could explain.. and I'd really never felt like this before

Oh yeah, I got that MORE with rough bangs that made me scream in pleasure all night..

Okay, no one told me what I'd longed for all this while was this sweet!!