Elara's point of viewI drove home like my foot was personally offended by the accelerator of my car. My breatsh were painful from all the things I was thinking at the moment.I don’t remember deciding to go back. I just remember thinking, very calmly, that I’d forgotten my jacket. Or my pride, maybe my entire sense of self-respect. Something important like that.The apartment building loomed ahead, too familiar, too normal for what my gut already knew was waiting inside. I parked crooked, didn’t bother fixing it, and took the stairs two at a time because the elevator suddenly felt like a luxury I hadn’t earned.The hallway was quiet. It was unsettling. I unlocked the door as softly as I could, out of habit, out of instinct, out of years of not wanting to disturb anyone. The irony nearly made me laugh.The smell hit me first.It wasn't any food or a strong detergent. Not even the faint vanilla candle Murphy insisted helped her “heal.”Sex. I could smell it in the air, literally! Never
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