A Christmas Baby for the Cowboy Billionaire のすべてのチャプター: チャプター 41 - チャプター 50

The road back to the ranch feels different.Maybe it’s just the sun beginning to sink behind the mountains, painting everything gold, or maybe it’s the new weight — heavy and light at the same time — that I carry inside me. Not just in my body. In my chest. In the way I breathe.Marco drives in silence, but it’s a comfortable silence. Every now and then, he looks at me as if he’s still checking whether I’m real. As if he’s afraid to wake up.I hold the ultrasound photos with exaggerated care, as if they’re too fragile to exist outside that glossy paper.Two.I still can’t believe it.— You’re very quiet — he says softly.— I’m trying to catch up with my own life — I reply, offering a small smile.He laughs. A short, emotional laugh.— Welcome to the club.When the ranch comes into view, my heart tightens. Not with

The body warns you before the mind is ready to accept it.I learned that the hard way.The nausea doesn’t come as violently as it did in the first weeks, but it’s constant, insistent, like a quiet reminder that everything I’m feeling isn’t just emotional. It’s physical. It’s chemical. It’s life growing while the world tries to pull the ground out from under my feet.I’m sitting on Marco’s cabin couch, wrapped in a thick blanket, while Rosa moves around the small kitchen with a calm only she seems to have. There’s something about the way she chops vegetables, stirs a pot, tastes the broth, that feels grounding. As if the simple act of preparing food is her way of saying that, no matter how chaotic things get, some things are still solid.— You need to eat a little — she says, without pressure. — Even if it’s just the broth.I nod, unsure whether my stomach will cooperate.Marco is in the office with the lawyer. Since he left, the cabin feels bigger. Quieter. And my mind… far too loud.

I didn’t need to hear his name to know.There was something different about the ranch that afternoon—not in the sky, nor in the wind, but in me. A restlessness that didn’t come from the fatigue of pregnancy, or delayed hunger, or the natural weight of recent days. It was deeper. Older.Daniel was in town.The confirmation came in the cruelest way possible: a conversation cut short in the hotel hallway, voices too low to be curiosity, too loud to be coincidence. When Marco entered the cabin hours later, carrying the scent of the road and silence on his shoulders, I knew.“He arrived, didn’t he?” I asked before he could say a word.Marco stopped. Literally stopped, as if his body had decided for him. His eyes met mine with an almost painful care, like someone trying to protect something fragile with nothing but a look.“Alice…”“No,” I interrupted, feeling the knot tight

The first email arrives far too early to be ignored, at a time when the ranch is still waking slowly and silence feels like it’s protecting everything fragile. I’m sitting at the kitchen table, a cup of tea cooling between my hands, trying to convince my body that the nausea is only physical, just another pregnancy symptom, when my phone vibrates beside an untouched plate. The sender’s name appears on the screen like a warning I didn’t ask for—but one I knew would come.I open it.The subject line is technical, impersonal, almost polite considering what it carries: Additional Documentation — Paternity Recognition Case. I read it once, then again, and on the third time I realize I’m holding my breath. Before I can close the file, another email arrives. Then another. Notifications pile up as if someone is dumping everything I left behind all at once.I take my phone with me to the bedroom, close the door, and sit

Marco’s cabin has a different kind of silence during the day.It isn’t empty or lonely. It’s a living silence, filled with sounds only those who slow down learn to hear: the soft creak of wood when the wind passes through, the distant song of a bird that insists on landing in the same place, and, farther away, the rhythmic sound of hooves as the horses are guided in the corral.Marco has been out there since early morning.I know that because I saw him through the window, wearing his boots and hat, speaking softly to Tornado while brushing the horse’s dark coat, as if he were sharing secrets. There’s something profoundly beautiful about watching him like that—whole in the place that shaped him, belonging to every inch of that land. Maybe that’s why, even with everything we’re facing, my chest feels… less tight here.I sit at the small kitchen table with a mug of tea between my hands, feeling the warmt