All Chapters of My Bodyguard’s Forbidden Trespasses.: Chapter 31 - Chapter 40

I didn't want his protection. I wanted him to fuck me. I needed him to start acting as he craved me as much as I did. I needed him not to worry about me hating him or not when I get to know him on a deeper level, just to be mine. Am I asking too much? Why does love always need to be so complicated when it comes to me? And what's worse is, I can't even stay in the same close space with just him and not want his hands on me, his lips on mine and his dick in me. God. Why is it so hard to feel normal around him? He left my room after his warning and here I was feeling lonely, starved and hungry for his touch. I closed my eyes and forced myself to sleep. Hours later, I was standing before the mirror with a lot of unanswered questions running through my mind. Only one thing I was thinking. The manuscript had better be the original. If not, Ella was going to turn into an object of ridicule and God knew I didn't want that. I pulled out a light dress and headed downstairs

Killian's PovI said it was my job.That was what I told myself when I opened my mouth at that table. That I was protecting her because that was my job. That it was professional. Clean. Uncomplicated.That was a lie.And I knew it.Because a man doing his job doesn't sit at a breakfast table with his jaw clenched watching another man avoid his eyes. A person doing their job remains neutral. Stay quiet. Processes the situation and responds accordingly.What I had done was not that.It was personal.When her father asked me that question, I felt surprised by how much the General trusted me even more than his daughter. I looked at Ella, her gaze was unyielding and daring.I looked at Queen and her face had zero expression. She looked like she could read the truth out of me.I could feel Adrian's eyes on me before I could even look at him.And the way he was staring, that particular brand of desperate, the kind of look a man gets when he's been caught and he needs one other person in the

Jordan's PovKillian's eyes widened in shock. Immediately he opened the door and saw Daisy in my arms.Daisy tried finding her feet hurriedly, but I didn’t let her. Instead, I gripped her tighter. Well, I can't say I didn't notice how Killian's jaw tightened. In fact, I loved how his face looked like blood had been drained clean out of it. He was just a third party in our perfect friendship. Because of his presence, Daisy could now go for days without talking to me. I know whatever was happening between them actually meant nothing. Yet it was pulling my Best friend away from me and I wanted her back. I have done so much for this miss right here just for a stranger to come and get all of her attention. Let him remember his place.Then I slowly helped Daisy find her feet.Killian looked at me like he could tear me apart. Like he had just walked in on someone touching what was his. His hands curled into fists at his sides and for a moment he looked like he might explode.“Are you okay

I glanced at her warily “ I… I don’t know”Queen didn’t flinch. Neither did her gaze shift; she just let on a gentle smile.“ It's totally ok to be uncertain sometimes…. But if it ever turns out he doesn't actually love you, just know I love you so much.”And before I could stop myself, I wrapped my hands around her in a tight hug.The feeling of knowing someone, somewhere loves you so unconditionally and was never ready to give up on you was so warm and comforting.I must have done something really amazing in my previous life if I had any for God to bless me in this life with a kind and loving soul like Queen as my cousin.Sincerely, I had always wished she were indeed my sister instead of Ella.But in whatever case I am grateful to God for her in my life.The hug must have taken her by surprise since it took her a few seconds before she wrapped her hands around me. And when she finally did, the peace that came with it shattered all the emotions I had been holding and before I coul

“You lie” I said laughing “Tonight we are clubbing”Killian stopped walking. “Can we cancel?”“Nope.” I said “We can't ”Minutes later, we were in the club. Sipping tequila and just enjoying the cool vibe. The DJ was good. He played some Italian music before ～He switched to an English song and behold it was.Bongos by Cardi B.Of course, I recognized it from the beginning beat and I didn’t need the lyric to start before I stood up.Killian's gaze followed mine immediately I stood up and I made sure not to disconnect. Killian blinked, as if he wasn’t sure I was the same Daisy he knew. His mouth dropped open, and he slowly moved forward, spreading his legs.Bad boy Killian.I slowly turned around and began to sway my waist in circles deliberately and teasingly according to thé rhythm of the song as I went down I made sure not to sway my hips closer to his dick.He was on my lap moving upward slowly ànd before he could adjust to the direction of my hip swaying I dropped right on top of