I can’t focus on anything; I need to sort out the mill and the farms, but all I can think about is the way Elle shook when she came and the way she tried not to whisper my name, but it came out anyway. I only meant to comfort her, her screams dragged me from sleep and the story fell from my lips before I realised what I was saying. I’ve heard it so many times when I was young that I think it was natural for me to repeat it when I saw someone in pain. Something changed though and before I knew it, I was using the darkness to cover my desires. I acted like a pup pretending that because there were no lights, no one would ever know what happened in that little bed. I should be ashamed of myself; I should fall to my knees and apologise to Elle until I’m hoarse but I can’t because I know when the moon rises I’ll be right back beside her, taking what I want without question. “Alpha, you wanted to see me.” I look up from the paperwork I wasn’t even seeing to see Lexie standing in my office do
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