It was the smell of woodsmoke.Ernest was in the library on the Saturday evening after the event — guests departed, estate returned to its winter quiet, the particular stillness of a house after occupation that was both emptier and more itself. He had made tea and brought it to the basket chair and opened his book, and someone — Thomas, probably, doing his end-of-day rounds — had lit the library's small fireplace, which had not been used since their arrival.The fire caught. The smell of woodsmoke entered the room.And Ernest was somewhere else entirely.The Cotswolds house. Don's colleague's house, borrowed for a weekend three years into their relationship, before the marriage. Late November, which had meant a fire every evening, which had meant the smell of woodsmoke in every room, which had meant a kind of domestic warmth that Ernest had found — he had not had the vocabulary for it then, or had not allowed himself the vocabulary — deeply settling. As if the house and the fire and t
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