During my second year as Ashton's assistant, I moved into his apartment.There was no proposal or any romantic gesture. He simply said, "You should move in. It'll be easier for you to cook and do my laundry."I convinced myself that moving in together was a sign of commitment.When Mom called to ask when Ashton was coming over to meet the family, I fabricated a dozen excuses for him—he was swamped, traveling, or his projects were under tight deadlines.Mom asked, "He can't even spare a single day to meet me?""Mom, he's just really busy," I replied.After hanging up, I looked over and saw Ashton curled up on the couch, playing video games.Whenever these moments of unease crept up, I usually brushed them off quickly.I would tell myself that it wasn't that Ashton didn't love me. He just didn't know how to show it.In my third year, Ashton's mother, Aileen Barton, came by to inspect the apartment. She pointed at the curtains I'd bought and called them cheap and embarrassing.I
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