All Chapters of Choose Her, Lose Me Forever: Chapter 1 - Chapter 10

10 Chapters

Chapter 1

"Ronan, this is the tenth and final time. If you pick Bianca today, I am done with you for good."Standing before the giant Moonstone, I looked the Alpha dead in the eye.He didn’t know I had begged my father for these ten chances.And he definitely didn't know the Alliance's deepest secret.He thought his brute strength alone guaranteed him the King's throne. He was wrong. The ultimate throne must be sanctified by a pureblood white wolf. Only my family carries the Goddess’s white wolf bloodline.Whoever I choose as my fated mate, becomes the Alliance King.Maybe it was the arrogance of being Alpha King in his past life, but Ronan was completely confident. He thought I would never leave him.He frowned. A flash of impatience crossed his eyes."I won’t change my mind, Lyra. If you really want to pick someone else, be my guest."He suddenly reached out. His large hand cupped my cheek.His rough thumb rubbed heavily over my lips. It was full of an Alpha’s possessiveness and dominance."

Chapter 2

I clutched the rusty key to the spare guest room. I walked into the council chamber.Tonight was the drafting of the Alliance Strategic Map.It was an ancient tradition. The chosen Luna must draw the pack borders to prove her strategic mind to the Elders' Council. It showed she had the real capability to assist the Alpha in ruling the packs.For the first nine times, I never bothered to participate. I was a pureblood white wolf. I thought my fated bond with Ronan meant I didn't need to prove anything to anyone. My status was untouchable.But this time, I sat at the drafting table.Bianca wanted to beat me so badly? She wanted to steal my crown? Fine. I would show her. I would show her that the Supreme Luna's throne required real capability and strategy. It wasn't something she could win with cheap tricks and crocodile tears.Across the hall, Bianca was staring at a blank piece of leather, shaking.She was the one Ronan just crowned. So, the Elders demanded to see her competence.

Chapter 3

Maybe he felt humiliated at the altar. Or maybe he wanted payback.That night, the silver wound in my bones flared up. Losing the Moonlight Suite meant my damaged inner wolf couldn't get her deep healing. The bone-crushing agony made my limbs go numb.I grabbed a cloak and walked toward the Alliance’s public hot springs.But Ronan’s guards blocked the entrance.Ronan stood by the glowing water. His eyes were cold and arrogant."The public springs are closed to you, Lyra," he ordered. "Unless you go and apologize to Bianca for shoving her today."Every wolf in the pack knew about my deadly silver wound. He knew I desperately needed the healing water. Yet, he still used my physical pain to blackmail me.My fingers trembled from the freezing agony. But I just sneered."In your dreams."I didn't beg. I turned my back and walked straight to my normal guest room.I sat by the small fireplace. The normal fire couldn't heal my inner wolf like the magical springs, but I refused to degrade mysel

Chapter 4

I was left all alone in the rubble.At the bottom of the cliff was an abandoned trap. Rusty silver arrows coated in Wolfsbane pierced right through my body.Warm blood poured out, dyeing my white fur red.At the edge of my vision, Ronan carried Bianca to safety. He completely disappeared.The poison spread fast. Endless darkness dragged me down."Goddess! Lady Lyra!"The hunting Elder’s panicked shout shattered the silence.The Elders put my dying body on a stretcher and rushed me to the healer’s cabin.The cabin reeked of blood.The Head Healer yelled frantically: "The Wolfsbane is nearing her heart! Quick! Get the last Moonflower!""Hold it!"A cold, commanding voice interrupted.Ronan strode into the cabin. He was still tightly holding the unharmed, sobbing Bianca."Give the Moonflower to Bianca," Ronan ordered coldly. "She suffered a massive shock."The Head Healer’s eyes went wide."Alpha! The Moonflower is the only cure! Lady Lyra was pierced by poisoned arrows! If we pull the ar

Chapter 5

Dead silence fell over the hall.The moment the announcement dropped, Ronan’s composure shattered.He shoved his guards aside.Ronan smirked. He arrogantly reached into his mind, trying to force his way through what he thought was my "block."Then, his smirk froze.He hit an absolute, dead void. That familiar connection in his soul wasn't blocked. It was amputated. Completely gone.His proud Alpha aura instantly spiraled out of control. He stumbled a huge step forward. Genuine panic flashed in his eyes.He never expected the bond to disappear. He never expected to be replaced as King right then and there.I stood there quietly. My eyes were calm."Lyra, what did you do?" he rasped. The veins on his neck popped.I let out a very soft, cold laugh."You chose this."His chest heaved violently.Bianca rushed forward. "Ronan, I’m scared..."He instinctively pulled her behind him. But his eyes remained glued to me.He lowered his voice, trying to win me back."Lyra, we had a deal. I came bac

Chapter 6

The Pack Tribunal was freezing.Silas wrapped a snow bear pelt cape around my shoulders. It was full of his Alpha scent.My body still shivered uncontrollably from the aftereffects of the Wolfsbane. The trauma of having poison arrows ripped out of me without pain-numbing herbs had nearly drained all my strength.Silas said nothing. His warm, large hand pressed firmly against my back.His absolute safety grounded my mind.The heavy stone doors pushed open.Ronan walked in with Bianca.Bianca was still shrinking behind him like a frightened rabbit.Ronan looked gray and defeated, but his hand still guarded her tightly. After losing the mate bond and the Alpha King title, he still stubbornly believed she would never lie to him.The Grand Elder slammed his staff down.Guards dragged the Pack Steward to the center. He dropped to his knees on the hard stone floor."Grand Elder, please see the truth! Lady Bianca forced me to do it!" The Steward pointed at Bianca, trembling. "She gave me gold

Chapter 7

"Let me go!" Bianca struggled frantically.Pinned to the stone floor by two guards, she glared at me without a shred of remorse.The Grand Elder smashed his staff."Investigate! Investigate that old case of the life-saving favor from three years ago!"Bianca’s face changed dramatically. Panic flashed in her eyes.She suddenly turned to Ronan, crying out loud."Ronan, you can’t doubt me! Three years ago, I risked my life to carry you off the battlefield! I took a fatal blow from a rogue for you! You owe me a life!""Bullshit!"A thunderous roar came from the back.An honored, scarred veteran leaning on a cane walked forward, trembling with rage."Three years ago, an Omega like her who could barely shift had no right to step anywhere near the battlefield!"The veteran locked his bloodshot eyes onto Ronan."Alpha, are you truly blind?! That day, the rogue king wounded you. You fell into the freezing river. It was Lyra who threw herself into the bone-chilling water to drag you out!"Dead s

Chapter 8

The Tribunal ended. The Sanctuary slowly emptied.Nobody gave the once-high-and-mighty Alpha a second glance.Only Ronan knelt on the stone floor.I turned and walked toward the exit with Silas. My steps were steady.Watching our retreating backs, pure panic surged in Ronan’s eyes.He rushed forward recklessly, throwing his arms out to block the doors."Lyra! Please don't go!"He completely threw his pride away, reaching out to grab the hem of my dress.Silas firmly pulled me behind his back."Get lost. Take one more step towards her, and I’ll snap your neck myself," Silas warned coldly.Ronan stumbled back. He dropped to his knees again.This was the first time he groveled so lowly."Lyra, I was wrong. I really know I was wrong!"His eyes were bloodshot. Tears mixed with blood at the corner of his mouth.Seeing no reaction from me, he desperately grabbed his last straw."Lyra, do you remember? I swore an oath before I died in our past life!" he cried like a madman. "I came back in tim

Chapter 9

The doors closed tight behind me. It cut off all of Ronan’s begging.That evening, the Elders Council announced their verdict.Silas and I stood on the high balcony, looking down at the square.Bianca was dragged up by two guards. She was screaming like a maniac."Bianca deceived an Alpha, framed a pureblood, and illegally used lethal Wolfsbane." The Grand Elder’s eyes were ice cold. "She is banished. Exiled to the barren wastelands of the North. She is never to return."A guard roughly yanked off the gorgeous winter fur she wore—the one that originally belonged to me.Bianca screamed in terror. "Ronan! Save me! The northern rogues will tear me apart!"But her former protector just stared at her coldly.Screaming in despair, she was ruthlessly dragged out of the pack borders.Next up was Ronan.The former Alpha knelt on the sinner’s block, dead inside."Ronan defied the Goddess and harmed his own kind." The Grand Elder's voice was absolute. "Bind his inner wolf with silver! Strip his A

Chapter 10

The storm had passed.The Alliance welcomed its grandest mating ceremony in a century.Silas had already proved his devastating power in the brutal border wars. Now, he stepped up to the high altar. By claiming me as his fated Luna, his absolute rule was sealed.He took the staff from the Grand Elder, crowned as the undisputed Head Alpha King.I walked right by his side.All my past humility was gone. I wore a rare white stag ceremonial fur. My mother’s starlight tapestry was tailored into a gorgeous cape. The solid obsidian jewelry set on my wrists sparkled.Silas turned around. His burning gaze landed on me."Lyra." He reached out his large, warm hand. "Come here. Walk to your throne."He pulled me into his incredibly safe embrace.In front of the Sacred Stone, we both closed our eyes.Our bond ignited. The Moonstone erupted with a blinding silver glow. It didn't just light up the room; it lit up the night sky.Everyone felt the sheer power of our inner wolves merging. No hesitation.

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