I am dying, and something inside me is furious about it.That is the first thing. Not peace. Not the white light people talk about. Rage — old, enormous, patient rage, like a caged animal that has been awake the whole time I was sleeping. It rises through my body from somewhere below thought, and where it touches, the cold burns away.Heat floods my veins. My back arches off the frozen ground. My bones — God, my bones are moving. I can feel them shifting under my skin, lengthening, reshaping, ribs spreading like fingers opening, and it hurts in a way that does not have a name. There is a sound like green wood splitting. My vision whites out and comes back doubled, tripled, every pine needle on every branch suddenly distinct. I scream, and the scream changes halfway through, dropping into something deeper, wilder, a howl that tears out of a throat that is not the throat I was born with, and my hands hit the snow and they are not hands anymore.Fur. White fur, thick as winter, spreading
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