He raped me. Not for once, but several times. The first time, I could scream, I could plead to him. However, it wasn't the same afterwards. I had to stop screaming for help when he jumped over me like a hungry animal, I couldn't plead to stop him. Because then he became my husband.He was given the right to do whatever he wanted with me. And I wasn't given the right to stop him.Unlike other women, I didn't choose to be a slave of my husband. I didn't fall for my husband.
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Ivanna
It’s the 10th day of my marriage. And the 10th time he showed his so-called rights on me. He says he loves me, he can do anything for me. In return, he wants me every day, or I can say every night. Is it love? Is this how a man defines his love?
He never asked me what I wanted, he never tried to find the pain behind my moans. He never realised how much hurt I was, he never noticed my tears which were not of pleasure.
He thought I was enjoying his acts but I didn’t. I bleed every night, he didn’t care. I cried in pain, he didn’t care. I hissed when he treated me roughly, he didn’t ask me how I am feeling.
Is this the definition of his love?
I struggle to get up from the bed. It is hurting like a hell, I cry out louder. But the man who claims to love me has already left after fulfilling his desires. Will I be able to spend my whole life with this monster? Should I give up on my pain? I’m not born to be owned by anyone. However, no matter how much I try to escape from him, will I be able to save myself or destiny will play its game against me?
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IvannaIt's time for the recessional now. Christian and I walk out of the church when the guests follow us. We reach the cars and talk to a few of the guests.Christian opens the door for me as I get inside. He has just bought this new car a few days back. He stands there, holding the door as mom leans to me. "Have a safe journey", she caresses my hairs as I give her a confused look."Mom, you're not coming?", I exclaim."You'll get to know later", Christian chuckles. "Bye, Auntie""Bye", mom beams and I'm hell clueless.Christian gets inside the car and closes the door, holding the steering. "How are you feeling, Mrs Ivanna D'costa?", he giggles as I shy away.He immediately touches my chin and makes me look at him. "I couldn't kiss you well there. So, may I?""No", I strive to tease him. He always does that with me. Now it's his turn."Why?", he frowns in disbelief."I'm not feeling like to kiss",
Ivanna"You're looking the best beautiful bride, Ivanna", Ava tells me, holding my shoulders from behind.I look at myself in the mirror. This is the second time I'm standing as a bride. But today it's different, it's precious. Today, I'm actually feeling like a bride since I'm his bride today.I blush at Ava's words. Christian has made it designed especially for the wedding, keeping my pregnancy in mind."You know why?", she says while setting the white net veil with my bun."Why?", I ask her looking at the mirror."Because you have this cute baby bump", she giggles. "You're such a unique bride"I blush the hardest. It's true that our princy is the most precious jewellery I'm carrying on our wedding. Nothing can beat the charm of her."Christian is gonna faint today", she chuckles, putting my earnings."Stop, Ava", I urge."I won't let you stop blushing, girl. You are the bride and you are here to b
"Thanks for the invitation, Christian", Ava beams, taking the seat beside us in the award-giving ceremony. "It's really my honour"Christian smiles at her. I had an awkward experience when he held my hand brought me inside in front of a lot of cameras and a bunch of people. I witnessed some reports were left jaw dropped watching us together. But Christian was so confident while holding my hand. He didn't care for anything else.I roll my eyes around the massive hall when Christian and Sunny are chatting. I'm so happy for him today. And I'm just hoping for him to get this award. He has worked so hard for it.The function starts at a specific time. After a few performances, the nominations are announced and his name was among them. Damn! I can't breathe. I'm more nervous than him."Nervous?", he giggles, giving a squeeze to my hand."Like hell", I stammer. "I want you to win", looking at him I pray hard."Relax", he nuzzles my shoulder as we b
IvannaChristian took me to shop the next day. I had already told him that he would be shopping according to me and I would be the boss while shopping since I knew how much excited he was for his princess. He would have bought the whole shop if he could.I had decided on a fixed budget for shopping. His first income from the first album is enough for us to spend the whole year. He had explained to me that I can do whatever I want since he is earning for us. But I couldn't do that. I'll have to be conscious while spending.We bought a few baby clothes and baby accessories like baby soap, powder, shampoo and everything that I would need for her.Among everything, I was still not coming into the spotlight with him. I avoided going out with him in the day time. He insisted but at a moment he got really busy. After the success of the first album, he is getting more offers and he can hardly give me time. I don't mind. Because when he is home, all his attention
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