One Best Mistake

This a work of fiction. Names, characters, business, events and incidents are the products of the author’s imagination. Any resemblance to actual persons, living or dead, or actual events is purely coincidental.—Birds that can fly freely, dogs that can run around freely, fishes that can swim around freely, those are the animals that are free to do what they want--and those are one of the things that He created. How I wish I'm one of those animals that are free because all my life, I've been prisoned on a four dark walls of my room--and on my dark world. Everyone left me... After they got what they wanted from me, they left. I wanna run as fast as I can just to stay away from those people who always pull me down.I'm just alone. I only h

"Stop doing that thing, Kae."I looked at her. I was a bit disappointed in her because she doesn't care about their lives. Anong masama kung tinutulungan ko sila Carla at Carlo? Wala. "Yana, can't you see? They're suffering. Kailangan nila ng tulong k---""And after that what? Aabusuhin ka na nila? Goodness, Kae! Use your mind!"Napatayo ako at seryoso siyang tiningnan. "I'm using it! Bakit mo ba ako pinapakialaman? Edi maghanap ka rin ng tutulungan mo." I said, irritated. I went out her office because I don't want having fight with her. She's still my bestfriend. I'd rather choose to be alone than to fight with her. I bit down my lip in frustration. I then took a deep breath because of what happened. Sinagot ko na naman siya. Mas matanda siya sa akin ng limang taon kaya dapat hindi ko siya g

 I'm a mess.  My life has turned into a mess... They bashed me, they cursed me, they belittled me. My life has been trampled on and I honestly can't blame them because it was my fault. I made a mistake. I did this to myself... I was a slut.  "Goodness, Yzobelle! Why did you do that? Oh my God!" napasapo si Mom sa noo niya. She's frustrated.  I looked down. Nahihiya ako and I can't even look at her. Sobra ako nilulukob ng kahihiyan. "Nagkulang ba ako sa pagpapalaki sa'yo, Kae? Why did you drink too much? Bakit nagpakalasing ka? And..." inangat ko ang tingin ko sa kanya at nakita kong tumalikod siya at hinilot ang sentido niya. "Jesus christ!"  "I'm... I'm sorry po." I uttered.

 "Is this still available?"  Pinasadahan ko ng tingin ang diamond necklace na ibibigay ko para sa nalalapit na birthday ni Mommy. Next month pa naman ang birthday niya pero gusto ko na siyang bilhan ng regalo.  "Yes, ma'am." The lady smiled at me and I was shocked because she just smiled. I mean—-lahat sila ay galit at nandidiri sa akin pero ang babaeng ito ay ngumiti? "A-ah. I want to buy this one." I pointed my index finger on the necklace I wanna buy.  She smiled again sweetly. "Sure, ma'am." Natulala na lang ako sa kanya nang kinindatan niya ako. What was that for? Pinagmasdan ko ang sales lady na inaasikaso ang napili kong diamond necklace. Ramdam ko ang titig sa akin ng mga tao pero ipinagsawalang bahala ko na lan

 Sunod-sunod ang pagmumura ko nang maalala ko ang mukha ni Mr. Delavergne. I hit his car! Kaya pala pamilyar siya kagabi dahil siya rin 'yong lalaking nabunggo ko.  The world is indeed a small place, huh? But my decision is final. Wala akong pakialam kung sino siya basta gusto kong gumanti. Gusto kong mang-iwan, gusto kong iparamdam sa iba 'yong pinaramdam sa akin.  Hindi ko alam. Hindi ko na yata kilala ang sarili ko. Hindi ko gawain ang maghiganti pero ano itong nasa isip ko? I badly want to take revenge. Palaging ako ang naiiwan.  "Rogue Jeremiah Delavergne!"  I smiled at him but he didn't do the same. Kumaway ako sa kanya pero walang gana niya lang akong tiningnan. I'm here