Helen
Ten years into our secret relationship, Alex pulled out a ring at a yacht party.
He leaned against the deck railing, his tone lazy. "Actually, I'm planning to propose tonight. "
The crowd erupted instantly. Someone whistled, someone pounded on a table telling him to get down on one knee, and guessed who the mystery woman he'd kept hidden for ten years might be.
I stood at the back of the crowd, so nervous my breathing came in ragged bursts.
For ten years, Alex had never publicly acknowledged our relationship.
During the hardest days of his startup, he said investors didn't like founders weighed down by romantic attachments.
Then, once he became New York's most sought-after biotech rising star, the excuse became that the board and the media loved scrutinizing his personal life.
Time after time, I believed he just wasn't ready yet.
For him, I gave up a research position at Harvard, lost our child, and didn't even make it to my mother's bedside before she died.
And now, he had finally pulled out a ring.
Without even thinking, I reached for the pair of dark blue cufflinks in my pocket. I had spent three months of my savings to craft them as a tenth-anniversary gift.
But he didn't stop in front of me.
He brushed past me, walked up to Lillian, who had just returned to New York after ending her second marriage in Europe, and dropped to one knee.
The deck fell silent for a heartbeat, then erupted into even louder cheers.
Alex slid the ring onto Lillian's finger, and smiled carelessly. "See? Told you she wouldn't dare make a scene even after seeing the ring. Ten years, and when has she ever really stood up to me?"
Lillian looked past his shoulder at me, undisguised triumph gleaming in her eyes.
So the proposal hadn't been spontaneous.
They had bet on whether I would make a scene.
I wiped the tears from the corners of my eyes and turned to leave.
So ten years really could be worth this little.