Tuo
I spent ten years by Luca Romano’s side, helping him rebuild after the shooting and seize control of the Romano family.
At his lowest, even soft footsteps in the hallway kept him awake all night.
Night after night, I held his trembling hands and helped him fight his fears.
When he recovered, the first thing he did was cook for me: simple tomato meat-sauce spaghetti.
I finished every bite.
He said he’d make it for me for the rest of my life, whenever I wanted.
But once Luca reclaimed the family, work swallowed him.
Coming home needed advance scheduling, and I hardly saw him.
On the rare nights he joined dinner, I’d ask for that pasta again.
He’d rub his brow and say,
“I’ve worked all day. I just want to unwind at home. We have a chef. Tell them if you want food.”
I knew how strained he was, so I never mentioned it again.
Then Friday, Luca’s right-hand man Mark Rossi came to the house for painkillers.
Afraid Luca’s old gunshot wound flared up, I went with him — and found Luca at Selina Bruni’s apartment.
In the kitchen, he’d shed his jacket, rolled up sleeves to cook pasta.
Selina sat at the counter; her brother, Luca’s former deputy, died saving him.
A chef stood nearby, yet Luca plated the pasta himself.
He wiped a smudge of sauce off the plate, handed it to her, and leaned down to ask if it was too hot.
I thought of the week before: he’d promised dinner at home.
I waited four hours, six till ten, only to get a message that he was worn out and going straight to bed.
So tiredness wasn’t the issue.
He simply no longer wanted to cook for me.
I left the painkillers there and walked away.
That night, I took a London magazine job offer and messaged my lawyer.
As I slipped off my wedding ring, my phone lit up.
Luca texted: “I’ll come home for dinner this weekend. I’ll make your favorite pasta.”
I stared long and sent no reply.
He’d already made that pasta for someone else. There was no reason left for me to wait at the table.