Milk Tea
At the Lowell family's autumn memorial gathering, the moment my unfavorable token hit the floor, Spencer's girl best friend, Keira Boone, burst out laughing.
"Wow, Lena. You're carrying a Lowell baby and the tokens still say no?"
The Lowells had a rule: if an engaged woman couldn't draw a favorable token in five years, the engagement was void.
Year one, I drew a bad token, and the wedding was pushed back.
Year two, my dad was dying. I begged Spencer through tears to take me to the hospital, but he held me back.
"Lena, ten more minutes. Don't let your dad's illness break the rules."
Now it was year five.
Keira tossed a marriage certificate in front of me.
"But don't worry. Spencer already has a wife."
In the photo, she and Spencer sat shoulder to shoulder.
The registration date was the day after my fourth failed draw last year.
Yet the night before they signed, Spencer had held me and said, "This is the last year. I swear I'll marry you."
I went cold all over, but Keira wasn't done.
"And lately, whatever needs Lowell had, your bro here took care of them for you."
My stomach turned. I spun around to confront Spencer.
He just rubbed his temples.
"You're pregnant. I didn't want to risk touching you. What's wrong with her helping out?
"The certificate's just to keep my family happy. You'll still get the wedding next week.
"I've gone this far for you. What more do you want?"
I slid off my engagement ring and set it back on the altar.
"I don't want it anymore.
"And I don't want you either."