Cocojam
My twin sister Claire and I have been at war our whole lives.
A box of M&Ms? We’d count each one. Making sure we each got the exact same number of each color.
Choosing bedrooms meant a tape measure. No one could have an inch more.
When we were eight, Claire locked me in the basement. She tore apart my favorite American Girl doll.
When I finally got out, I could only cry and gather the pieces.
But she just threw herself on the carpet. Screamed that I pushed her.
Dad drove out in a blizzard to buy me a new doll.
He got into a bad car accident. He never came back.
Our whole world fell apart.
Mom said we were broke. She couldn't afford to keep both of us.
She agreed to let Aunt Susan take one.
I killed Dad. It was my fault. I couldn't let Claire leave Mom, too.
So Aunt Susan took me. And she never treated me like I was human.
From then on, I woke up shivering in a freezing attic. No heat.
Forced to shovel snow, scrub hardwood floors. Like a maid.
When I got older, to pay off her Vegas gambling debts, my aunt took all my IDs.
She sold me off. Gave me to the trailer park manager's son. A drunk. A gambling addict.
At twenty-two, I got pregnant. No health insurance.
He watched me writhe in pain, but he wouldn't spend the money to call an ambulance.
I died on the way to the ER.
I died, but I didn't move on. My ghost drifted back home.
And I saw the impossible. Dad was alive.
He, Mom, and Claire were in the lavish backyard. Celebrating Claire’s graduation from an Ivy League school.
Mom paused while cutting the cake.
“I wonder how Chloe is doing,” she said. “We tricked her into leaving. I just worry all the time.”
Dad pulled up a photo from Aunt Susan on his phone.
“Don't worry,” he said. “She and Claire fought too fiercely back then. Sending her away and separating them was for her own good. Look, Susan gets our thousand dollars a month. She's taking great care of her.”
So that was it.
My parents had teamed up to lie to me.
And my aunt was lying to them with a fake photo.