Novel & Cerita 10 Years Where I Loved You The Most

“Darling Alex, you have loved me for ten years. Was that all fake? You’re the man I love the most in this world! It was you who told me that you have been loving me. Were you lying to me? Not only do you not love me, but you want to beat me to death too? You actually would beat the woman you had loved for ten years to death?”

Yet here he is, acting like a feral wolf that has lost all sense. I open my mouth, meaning to grab Calden’s arm, pull him aside, tell him to calm down so we can talk privately. But before I can even take a step, his words crash into me and knock the air straight out of my lungs. He asks if I ever loved him. He asks if I ever cared about the pack. For a second, I just stand there, staring at him, because I genuinely cannot believe what I am hearing. Ten years. I wasted ten whole years loving this man. The man I married, the man I chose over and over again even when it hurt, and I feel something inside me finally crack.

I smiled and asked him, "We have ten years of history, but do you know what I like to eat? What am I allergic to? What is my favorite color? What games do I like to play?" After this string of questions, Nathan's face grew increasingly pale. I merely sighed. "Nathan, you say you love me, but what do you love about me? During those ten years we were together, I always followed behind you, sacrificing my own needs to cater to and please you. What you loved was my unconditional, self-sacrificing love."

His words had caught me off guard and I he was right… “You left me for a Man!” I screamed while punching as hard as I could with my right. I’d caught Henry off guard as we took a step back. “I loved you unconditionally, I bore your babies, I brought home the bacon and fu€king cooked it while you relaxed!” I yelled faster and punched harder. “20 years and I’ve gotta make those easy for you?! Go FU€K YOURSELF!” I roared.

Just thinking of that makes me feel warm inside again. Who would’ve have thought huh? After ten long years, I get to finally see you again. Or rather, finally get to say goodbye to you where I wasn’t able to do that time. Ten years without you. Ten years still blaming myself over what had happened. Ten years of missing you.

My heart thumps. I love you. I squeeze my eyes shut. How long have I wanted to hear those words from him? Longer than I may care to admit. Ten years long. His anguished expression from tonight plays behind my lids. In it, I see the shadow of every glance he gave me over the years. What if he really has been in love with me for a decade? Just like you’ve been with him. In the dark, after a few glasses of wine, I’m brave enough to admit that I have been. Shit. What if I messed it all up? What if tonight is the only chance I’ll get with him? My breath seizes, and I swipe to the next photo. It’s me and Levi, on his porch, the morning before I left. Buster is on our laps, even though he’s way too

I wouldn't want anything that will make her feel sad. "if that's the case Martins then get ready to choose between your mother and your wife. Harry you know I would choose my mother over anything a million times. I really love my mother .She means the whole world to me and nothing at all , nobody can separate the love we have for each other .. Not even Betty, my mother is the reason I settled down with Betty .she talked me into it all the way. I like Betty and I had something for her but it was because of my mother that everything become very much possible.

The dark void behind me was fading away, taking ten years of my youth with it. I didn't know what lay ahead. But some love and hate were better left behind. I was letting Kate go.

“I spent ten years loving you. That’s enough.” Then I turned around and walked away. This time, nobody stopped me.

He froze, then mumbled to himself, "I... I love her. Of course, I love her. I've loved her for ten years now..." Yes, that was right. I almost forgot that he had chosen to marry me of his own accord all those years ago. How could he not love me? Yet, it was also he who sealed me inside that freezer, all for the sake of another woman. How could he possibly love me? Our love began ten years ago and ended ten years ago.