DEBT OF DESIRE
And maybe, just maybe, I could make this contract marriage not just bearable, but a platform to establish my independence, my voice, and my designs.
Yet, in the quiet, I felt the pull of Noah’s presence, the subtle acknowledgment in his eyes that he, too, was measuring this arrangement, calculating, cautious. There was a story behind his behaviour, a hole left by his mother’s death, a resentment toward his father, a wary eye toward his older brother. I had glimpsed it, and though I wanted to hate him, a part of me recognized the loneliness beneath the armor.
I shook my head, reminding myself: Boundaries first, heart second.
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