Novel & Cerita After I Died My Alpha Mate Went Crazy

This is the end, and there is nothing I can do about it. There was nothing more I could do, no more struggling to delay what was the inevitable. And as my eyes drifted shut, unconsciousness swept me away. ~Jasper Malik placed his fingers on the side of her neck after we had lifted her from the bath. Never had I seen this Alpha look so grim, as he nodded at me, confirming she had died. My mate is gone, and it has left me with an empty feeling inside, that if I dwelled on, I'm sure it would drive me to insanity.

Ever. “Alright, he can stay.” Steven looked worried, I didn’t mean to worry anyone, but something was wrong with me, I could feel it, when I start to lose it completely, the pain in my leg always brought me back somehow. “Son, I want you to listen to me very carefully.” I looked at him, but my eyes were unfocused. I felt like someone was calling me. Like I could hear voices, I was afraid to tell them that as it would confirm how crazy I was becoming. “I only heard of this once, an alpha who lost his mate in a rogue attack. He went mad after his mate died.”

The doctor's words still rang like a death knell in my ears: "Your wolf will likely never fully mature. Once the disease takes hold, you will die just like a mindless rogue. The probability of onset within the year is over eighty percent." My entire world shattered into pieces. The only lifeline I could think of was Zander. He was the Ironspike pack's most powerful alpha, and the only beacon of light in my life. With trembling fingers, I dialed his number, desperate for even a memory of his soothing cedar scent—the only thing capable of calming my storm. Three times I called. Three times I was met with nothing but a cold, automated voicemail. As the screen went dark, it reflected the tears s

But not only that, his irises, highlighted by the morning sun, looked as refreshing as the ocean. Beautiful. That's the right word to describe his face. "No, Miss. My fated mate died before the virus spread in our village," he said. Very cautiously, I glanced at him, still silent. I was curious about what expression Jesse would show when we were discussing his deceased lover. Sadness? Would Jesse, who was known for his emotionless face, finally show sadness? And ... I was so surprised by what I saw. Instead of sadness, Jesse actually smiled. I was puzzled to the point of not being able to describe it. Was this the expression of an Alpha who had lost his fated mate?

The mirror's surface rippled, and a new scene appeared. A month had passed since Ethan's death. The pack had a new Alpha now—a fair and just wolf chosen by the council. The pack was healing from the scandal of an Alpha who had sentenced his mate to death. I saw Caleb again, standing alone on a cliff overlooking the sea. He had lost weight, his once-strong frame now leaner, harder. He held something in his hand—a small silver charm in the shape of a wolf. "I should have told you," he whispered to the charm. "I should have fought for you."

"Go. Be free . . . for me." I clenched my fists so tightly my nails dug into my palms, trying to hold back the sobs that threatened to break me. The pain in my chest was unbearable, suffocating. It crushed me, each breath harder than the last. Mira was gone. And I had left her. My steps faltered for a second, the world spinning, but Finn’s grip on my wrist was the only thing holding me together. His voice was sharp, desperate. “Sage, don’t stop! She died so we could get out!”

“My daughter is divorcing him. Like I said before, he isn’t welcome here anymore, and he shall not see his pup, ever.” I rolled my eyes. Was there a way to tell him to shut the fuck up without actually saying that? “Very well, goodbye, Alpha. Have a good day.” After disconnecting the call, I glanced at my mate, rather dissatisfied. “He got away, mate. I am sorry.” I studied her pure face, feeling sorry for her. She didn’t deserve most things life threw her way. At least fate brought us together. My lips quivered as I brushed my knuckles against her cheeks, the sparks of our bond erupting at once. “I promise you, I will protect you… always.”

The pain from our broken mate bond was unbearable, but I refused to be deterred. When I finally arrived home, it was too late. Cara lay lifeless in a pool of blood. The pain and anguish rendered me unable to fulfil my duties as Alpha. The pack was left vulnerable to attacks from rival packs and rogues, just as when my father lost his Luna in a rogue attack. I had promised myself and the pack that such a tragedy would never happen again.

“You heard correctly. Now hear this: he’s alive, annoying, and unavailable for inspection.” The elder woman gave a wounded little huff. “I was only being kind.” “Yes,” Mia said. “Go do it somewhere else.” She shut the door again. Adrian dragged one hand over his mouth to hide what was almost certainly a laugh. Mia pointed at him without turning around. “You’re not helping.” “I didn’t say anything.” “No,” she said. “It’s new for you.” That should have settled things. Instead, the interruptions kept coming. A messenger from the Alpha.

one of his friends asked. I looked at Adrian. His eyes suddenly glowed as he stared at me. No... it can't be. Only mates could feel each other's emotions. I saw the intense look in his eyes. He seemed just as shocked as I was. There was only one explanation. Damn. The future Alpha of the Shadowfang Pack is my mate. "Alpha Adrian," his friends called again, but Adrian suddenly shifted into his wolf and disappeared before our eyes. "What did you do to him?" the future Beta demanded angrily. He grabbed me by the throat as well. His eyes burned with rage as he glared at me.