After You Hurt Me 99 Times Novels & Stories

Honey I was exhausted. I just wanted to fall into bed but I need a shower first. I felt dirty from walking all that way. My legs and back hurt. And I was covered in mosquito bites. That's the real Florida after dark for you. Not only did my body hurt, my heart hurt. All I did was think during that long walk home. My mind was mostly on how inadequate I felt, on repeat. He used someone else for pleasure, after he had me. I gave him my first time and he shit on it. I gave him my second and third time, never imagining that I wasn't enough. He promised me, contract or no contract, that I would be the only one. It was the only thing I really asked of him. It's humiliating that there I was, on the

And this is the kind of world I dream of The kind of world I dream of The kind of world I dream of every night And this is the kind of world I hope for The kind of world I want more The kind of world I where everything’s all right At the first glance at you, I thought we were going to have an ever after, But I was just kidding myself because we weren't meant to. You heart belonged to another, When I thought I finally hard you, You pushed me away No more hurt,no more tears,no more heart break 'cus'

All I know is, I felt more pain in his voice as this song accompanies. "From the beginning, Ryn when you came into our lives, in my life I was hurting you. I tried to push you away. When I admitted to myself that you were important to me and I kept you in my heart, I had to keep on hurting you especially by leaving you. Now, after many years and I have returned, I have broken my promise to myself that I would never hurt you again. I am so stupid! I love you. I love you so much but I'm hurting and I am hating myself for being so cruel to you because of my anger and jealousy! I'm so stupid, Ryn!”

Am I being clear enough? Seth's voice was tinged with pain. "It's too late, Nevaeh. You're in my heart, and I can't forget you." I could not help but laugh at Seth's words. "So, you don't like your favorite Janice anymore?" Seth quickly said, "She's so cruel. She doesn't deserve my love." I gave him some honest advice. "Maybe you should dare Janice to do a hundred challenges. Who knows? You might fall for her all over again.

"Fran, midnight has arrived. You just need to die in this world, and you can go back." I picked up a sharp piece of glass and raised my hand, dragging the jagged edge across my artery. Finally, I was leaving this world where no one loved me. Everything was finally going to end.

I gave a soft, bitter laugh and slowly slipped our documents back into my pocket. “This makes ninety-nine.” “What?” “This is the ninety-ninth time we’ve tried to get our marriage registered.” I turned toward the subway entrance. “And the ninety-ninth time you’ve left me hanging because of him.” I heard her heels stop on the pavement, then suddenly start running after me. “The first time, you bailed on our trip because he was on the night shift and scared of the dark. You took a red-eye flight just to be with him. “The second time, we were practically at the door of the courthouse. You heard he fainted from overwork and left me standing in the snow alone for an entire day.”

After Isak's old flame, Julia, came back to town, she made a bet with me: he gets nine chances to choose between us in life-or-death situations. The one he abandons for the ninth time has to walk away. I agreed. The ninth time, a single phone call from Julia was all it took for Isak to leave me on the side of the road again. "Drive! Go!" Isak's voice was sharp, laced with a panic I'd never heard before. I clutched the gunshot wound in my stomach, blood seeping through my fingers, staining my white silk shirt.

She turned and looked at me like I’d lost my mind. “Rita…” “Let me just hear what he has to say.” Dan’s shoulders dropped slightly, and he stood up. “I know that I’ve hurt you, Rita.” I stared at him. “That’s all you have to say?” “No.” He nervously wiped the sweat off his forehead. “I messed up so bad. I know that. I didn’t know what came over me, but it was never because I stopped loving you.” I crossed my arms furiously. “How dare you even think of mentioning love.”

“Screw it;. I am freaking reaching out to you here and you are doing everything but letting me in!” It felt like someone was tearing my heart out from inside it got harder to breathe, and the more I tried to form words the harder it was to speak All I knew was that he was hurting and it was all my fault. “I’m sorry, Killian. I don’t know what the heck happened but I’m sorry!” “Are you even listening to me?” He didn’t stop. I wiped my tears. “You know what I’m done. I can’t keep doing this. I can’t keep reaching out to you again and again.”

I bypassed him entirely, walked to the motorcycle, swung my leg over, and turned the key. "Alessio, don't ever show your face to me again." He lunged forward, his hands locking onto my handlebars. "Chiara, we grew up together. I've taken bullets for you, and you've taken punishments for me. After everything we've been through, are you really going to walk away without giving me even a chance to start over?" I drove my foot into his shin hard enough that he hissed and his grip loosened. "Second chances don't just fall out of the sky. When I begged you to believe me back then, did you give me a chance to explain?"