Ah Bullshit の小説・ストーリー

🎶 I said I'm okay but, I guess I'm a liar 🎶 FAKING IT - CALVIN HARRIS FT KEHLANI $ LIL YACHTY I woke on a Monday morning feeling quite tired, And in my usual mood. Hurt. In between my legs hurt and I did not need anyone telling me the reason why. So for today, I have a constant reminder of how much worth my life is to people. Which is of course, worthless.

Fucking bastard! ****

"If we are talking about this critically ,my whole year has been shitty ... Scratch that my whole life has been a whole lot of what you call bullshit " "Why was I even brought into this world my life is worse that a horror film because it's not a film or a nightmare but a fucking reality" I say ,the frustration at this point is frustrating and at this point me think about how frustrating my frustration is ,is making me more frustrated and the fact that I have said the word frustration more than twice is totally annoying and nerve-wracking because if I say that word one more time I might actually shoot myself in the head with a gun .

Shit. **

“Yes! I just hung up with Tess. I was dialing you next.” A smile tugged at Olivia’s mouth. “That’s slightly terrifying. Are you both psychic now?” “Please. If I were psychic, I’d have bought Bitcoin in 2012,” Isabella shot back. “Are you okay?” Olivia hesitated. The simple question nearly undid her, “I’m… fine,” she lied, staring at the blank television screen opposite her. “Just tired.” Isabella hummed thoughtfully — the kind of hum that said she didn’t believe that for a second. “Good. Then this is perfect timing.”

Just fuck my life. * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * *

Things cannot get messier. Fuck. Me.

“Do you think that matters to him? Do you think he cares what you like or don’t like? He will take what he wants, baba. And what he wants… is me.” The weight of her words sank heavy in the air. Her parents exchanged worried glances. Timtim’s fists shook at her sides. She wanted to scream louder, to tear her hair, to somehow shake them into seeing the truth. “He told me…” Her voice dropped to a whisper, hoarse and broken. “He told me if I don’t convince you… he will be ruthless. With me. With you. With Bhaiya .” Her mother gasped, covering her mouth. “what?”

she cursed with so much bitterness in her voice. Alex turned to look at her, this time around straight in the eye, " how about you pearl? What makes you think you are any different? If she is a gold digging bitch, then you are more worse than her, has anyone ever told you that you are not only a gold digging bitch you are a shamelessly, trashy, spoilt and a big disgrace to womanhood?" He smirk when he saw the look of shock on pearl's face, Alex was very sure she was not expecting him to say something like that to her, " if you speak something bad to Serena again, I will not only disgrace you publicly, I will make sure you leave Salazar family with nothing to your name, don't mess with me ste

That fucking bitch. ***