All I've Wanted All I've Needed 소설 & 이야기

All I wanted was to be by myself, just me. Just a normal human being without any problems. A human being who didn't need anybody's help or ask help from anyone else. Why had I ever thought I could make it out of this world alive? How could anybody think that there was even enough oxygen to live on here after everything I'd been through?

i want her to trust me with all her heart. I need her to Love me with all her heart.

I feel everything when all I want is nothing. I want nothing. I need nothing. Nothing is better than this. Being no one is better than being someone with no one. No one to love, no one to trust. I lost it all I will lose it all. The hated becoming the hater. This was my curse. I’m the reason for the pain the suffering. Maybe I should be the one dead. I didn’t want to feel like this anymore. I wanted it to end.

who i am. and i hate myself for wanting more anyway.

I needed this. I needed him!

Wanting something I couldn’t name. What was wrong with me???

Wanting nothing more than this to all be some dream that I’m ready to wake up from. *********

And all I can think is, I want her. I want Ray.

"You look the same and yet you look so different as well. The shadows are gone from your eyes." Sharon smiled softly, her eyes lighting up as she looked at Gordon. "I love him, Dad," she breathed softly knowing she didn't need to elaborate on who they were now talking about. "I can't breathe without him, can't imagine a world where he isn't at my side. He is home to me, everything I've ever wanted and never dreamed was meant for me. He completes me."

Later that night while I was trying to sleep I get a message from Keith. It was a meme it said, "The most beautiful part of loving a guarded girl is this: When she let's you in, it's not because she needs you. She stopped needing people a long time ago. It's because she wants you. And that- That is the purest love of all."- unknown. I went to sleep after reading that and finally rested easy knowing that there was a man out there who knew all my ugly and still wanted to love me. I woke up knowing that I was going to give Keith a chance and pray he doesn't hurt me.