Aphmau My Inner Demons Novels & Stories

"Joanna, how could you be so selfish? Jocelyn's still in the hospital, and all you can think about is leaving?" Dad frowned and added, "You have no sense of responsibility." I looked at them, a cold numbness spreading through my chest. So that was it. No matter what I did, they always called it selfish. "Dodging responsibility?" I curled my lips into a bitter smile. "When did I ever say I was?" I picked up my phone, dialed Jocelyn's number right in front of them, and put it on speaker. After a few rings, her voice came through—weak but still dripping with her usual arrogance.

Adoneram PoV ~~~" You're a demon! A demon in the body of a mortal!"~~~ Someone was talking inside my mind. I flinched as I rolled in my bed when the voice keeps getting louder trying to dug within my thoughts. I'm awake but I felt like I'm stuck in my bad dream. ~~~" you have to accept it. Demon!!! Demon!!!"~~~ It's a voice keeps whispering inside my head. I couldn't named who's voice was it because it's like a pirated DVd player, a little hoarse and chappy. I'm struggling in my sleep because I felt like my whole turned numb.

Chapter 27: Talk She wore her troubled past like scars- she had been through battle. And though no one could see her demons they could see the face that conquered them. *************** My head throbbed painfully and I found it difficult to open my eyes. I could hear voices arguing. "Why should I even trust you? You're probably a psychopath who resembles her deceased brother because of some weird coincidence!" "For the last time, I am her brother!" "You're an ever bigger asshole if that's true! How could you abandon her like that? You coward! Do you even realize what you put her through? She almost got killed because for you!"

If I just lay my hands on that bitch, I would squeeze the freaking life out of her. I couldn't concentrate anymore, I kept dialling Alex's number as Images of Alex and Mia in bed together kept flashing on my head. I was a calm person,but when I was mad, I let my demons control me. And right now, I felt like committing murder. I couldn't hold the scream of frustration that was threatening to tear out of my throat, anymore. I exploded. Mia A sound made me stir in my sleep. And when I flicked my eyes open, they went straight to the the time. It read 2:14AM.

I don't want him to say all these things which are swirling in my head and the demons which I thought vanished banging in my head. I took a deep breath and started reminding myself that what I saw in Omer’s eyes is what I reflect in my eyes and I don't need to give those demons the power to occupy me and ruin everything for me again. Shaking my head, I turned around slowly with my eyes closed and repeating the mantra that I am bigger than my demons and they can't consume me. I know it takes time to be completely normal again but I want to suppress those bad memories. My body stood still and my eyes were still closed. I don't dare to open my eyes and see something which will hurt me but I nee

The human side of me or rather the nonhuman side is fighting with the hungry demon which lives inside of me. While I'm trying my best to see Daniel as one of my peers, Aurora won't remove the image of him helplessly clinging on to me with my teeth sunk deep in his neck in my head. As disgusting as that might sound to anyone else including me on a normal day, it's exciting a whole lot of my other side. I don't know how long I can hold myself back. "Excuse me." I tear my gaze away from Daniel at the sound of Amelia's voice. She's with her sisters and their presence seems to silence Kevin and his boys.

She denied it then moved to the edge with her back towards me. Where humans always this complicated and undecided with their emotions?. A few hours ago she wanted me to let her go, she was begging me to set her free but now she was acting the very opposite of what she had wanted. "I will say this for the last time. Stop confusing me for Hunter, we are not alike in any way although we do share the same body." I said with emphasis. "Fine, then who are you." She asked softly. "I am the alpha in him, the Tasmanian devil. The monster you hate and the beast you tried to get away from, I am that creature that abducted you." I growled out the words furious then stood up and walked out of the room.

I still can't believe that I fucking trusted her. She played me and I fell for it like a gullible idiot I was. Someone kept knocking on the door calling out my name,but I couldn't hear anything the demons inside me had taken over and they were pissed. I kept throwing things against the wall. My demons were on a rampage. The lyrics inside me kept mocking me. Hate me, hate me, still tryna replace me Chase me, chase me, tell me how you hate me Erase me, 'rase me, wish you never dated me

《They’ve been droning on about dirt for an hour. Him. Again. I pressed my lips together. “What are you?” I whispered under my breath, low enough no one could catch it. “Hallucination? Psychic trauma? Or did I finally faint and hit my head one too many times?” A chuckle slithered through my mind. 《Cute. But no. I’m a demon, little wolf. All powerful. Ancient before your kind ever learned to crawl.》 My chest tightened. “Wonderful. A squatters’ rights demon. Living rent-free in my head.”