Bain Of My Existence Meaning

Eric James is an elite scholar, the son of a prestigious family. But because of his tendency to love men, he was kicked out of the house. He lives alone in the world. He closed his eyes and committed suicide to follow his beloved grandmother. But fate sent his soul through a body that is the same-sex wife of Henry Mark. Carrying the poisonous blood that makes everyone want. Henry Mark is an outstanding general who is used by the King, but because of the power struggles, he only sees him as a commanding machine. Henry Mark asked to return to his hometown, where his suffering began. But now he has a lover, Eric James. Eric James is the light, the source of life for Henry Mark in the dark days. But Eric James is always a treasure that makes everyone look. Eric is only fulfilling the duties of an inherent wife, he intends after curing Henry's eyes he will leave to travel everywhere. A life without love makes him sensitive and unwilling to accept anyone. But Henry stubbornly refused to let go, the two kept dragging their days together. But besides that, the plots to usurp power and things that can help people live forever revolve around the two Eric and Henry. Will a peaceful life like the wishes of the two come true, can Henry Mark's love gain the trust and love of Eric James?

"Aku benci wanita seumur hidupku. Dan kalian semua adalah saksi dari ucapanku!" Terucapnya sebuah sumpah empat tahun silam juga merupakan awal mulai berubahnya sikap Deondra. Dia yang awalnya ceria, penuh warna dan selalu menebarkan kebaikan. Kini berubah drastis hanya karena sebuah pengkhianatan. *** Di empat tahun kemudian, seorang wanita yang menjadi pelayan baru di rumahnya membuat Deondra sedikit terusik. Seakan ada yang menariknya untuk memiliki, hingga tanpa sadar rasa cintanya timbul. Tapi Deondra tak pernah mau mengakui itu, bahkan rasa bersalahnya pun tak tampak di saat dia dengan sengaja menodai pelayan itu. Alrix menundukkan kepalanya. "Maafkan saya, Tuan Muda. Saya akan memecatnya!" "Untuk apa lagi? Perbuatanmu itu tak bisa membuat rasa kesalku hilang!" "Lalu apa yang anda ingin saya lakukan, Tuan?" Akhirnya bertanya, hal yang bisa Alrix lakukan jika sudah tak bisa menenangkan pikiran dan emosi Deondra. "Biarkan saja dia." Alrix tersentak, menatap kearah Tuannya yang tengah tersenyum sinis. "Dia akan menjadi mainan yang bagus untukku. Karena menurut pandanganku, wajahnya cukup menarik juga." Mampukah Deondra menjadikan pelayan itu sebagai mainan? Atau justru Deondra yang harus bertekuk lutut di bawah kakinya demi mengharapkan maaf dan juga cinta? Karena Deondra akhirnya menyadari bahwa pelayan itu bukanlah gadis biasa. Bagaimana kisahnya? Simak di sini.

Arvan Andrian Hutama adalah pewaris tunggal Hutama Group yang bergerak di bidang pembuatan alat transportasi. Ia merupakan pria yang selalu tampil sempurna dan dikenal angkuh oleh semua karyawannya. Keangkuhannya bermula ketika harus menerima kenyataan pahit bahwa wanita yang sudah dipacari sejak kuliah memilih laki-laki lain sebagai suaminya. Sejak saat itu, Arvan menjadi pendiam dan tidak banyak bicara. Setiap hari CEO muda ini harus bertemu dengan Diana. Perempuan berambut pendek sebatas bahu ini merupakan office girl di kantornya yang bertugas membersihkan dan menyiapkan minuman untuk Arvan. Diana diam-diam menaruh hati kepada Arvan. Bukan tanpa alasan, Diana mencintai Arvan sejak dua puluh tahun lalu. Saat itu, Arvan menolong Diana yang mendapat perlakuan kasar teman-temannya. Arvan dan Diana sempat bertetangga meski tidak lama. Keluarga Arvan memilih pindah ke Jakarta untuk mengurus bisnis keluarga. Diana kesepian, memikirkan Arvan setiap hari hingga ia dewasa. Gadis cantik yang lahir dari keluarga berada ini rela berpura-pura menjadi miskin dan tak berpendidikan demi mendaftar sebagai office girl dan bertemu Arvan lagi. Mampukah Diana menaklukan keangkuhan Arvan menjadi pria baik seperti yang ia kenal dulu?

A steamy night between the sheets,a hot guy she couldn't resist and a leaked sex tape is all it takes to tear Isla Hawthorne's life apart. She finds herself in the streets heartbroken, alone and homeless. Isla has reason to believe that Blake McIver, the guy she's been sleeping with, leaked the tape but she doesn't get the chance to confront him because he had completely ghosted her. Five years later, the two cross paths and as much as they seem to have moved on, Will Isla finally get the closure on why Blake secretly recorded her and leaked the tape?

"Man of My Heart Jasmine Grey is an up and coming country rock star, just completing a successful tour opening for a top country rock group. If only her bass player, Cobra, would leave her alone. Enter Caleb Branam, former Delta Force now an agent for The Omega Team but recovering from a hostage rescue gone wrong. As the days go by the attraction between them grows more and more intense. When she returns to the road and Cobra begins his campaign of harassment, it will be up to Caleb to stop it for good and for both of them to realize what they feel for each other is the real deal. But will they be able to?For Kari Loftin life was all about control, in every aspect of it. But she realized that at forty two she had managed to shut out every form of pleasure by keeping a tight rein on herself. With her beloved Cubs on a winning streak, she tossed away her control for one night and ventured into the world of Petey’s Sports Bar. Little did she expect to meet a hot young stud like Riley Tucker, who showed her a side of herself she’d never dared to explore. One night together and Riley wanted more. Much more. Could Kari get past the age difference—something that didn’t seem to bother Riley at all? Man of My Heart is created by Desiree Holt, an EGlobal Creative Publishing signed author."

Devin Chayton dan Levin Chayton adalah pewaris kekayaan Andrew Chayton. Namun Andrew mensyaratkan kedua anaknya dilarang menikah sebelum berumur 30 tahun dan harus fokus mengurus perusahaan mereka. Levin yang playboy berusaha keras menyembunyikan kekasihnya.Sedangkan Devin yang punya profesi rahasia sebagai seorang pembunuh bayaran, terpaksa menyelamatkan Beverly Brennon, target pembunuhan musuhnya, dengan menikahinya.Bisakah Devin dan Levin menyimpan rahasia dari ayah mereka?

Kekagumanku pada sosok supervisor yang terlihat berwibawa dan bijak dalam mengambil sikap, seketika berubah menjadi kebencian yang teramat karena dia tega menodaiku hanya gara-gara aku tidak sengaja menumpahkan secangkir kopi ke pakaiannya. Hidupku hancur! Masa depanku hilang sudah. Akibat dari perbuatan kejinya, aku harus mengandung benih yang dia semburkan ke tubuhku tanpa izinku sama sekali. Laki-laki itu membuatku merasakan hidup dalam kesengsaraan, dan yang lebih membuatku terluka lagi adalah, laki-laki yang memerkosaku itu tak lain adalah kekasih ibuku!

"Nooooo!!!" I screamed waking up from the nightmare that has haunted by night in, night out................... Sekani keeps having this one dream consecutively for 2 years and still counting....she dreads it every night. Whatever triggered this nightmare is unknown to her, but in her dreams she keeps seeing this powerful figure... a dark one. But one day she woke up to the sheer reality that her mystic king no longer lives in her dreams... he is indeed really!

“Pilitin mo mang baguhin ang sarili mo ay mananatiling ikaw pa rin ang babaeng mahal ko…” TEASER High school pa lang si Jane ay crush na niya si Jester. But Jester didn’t notice her. Hindi ang mga katulad niyang konserbatibo at inosente ang tipo nito. Jester preferred a woman that was hot and liberated. In other words, he wanted a woman who could absolutely “rock” his world! Kaya naman nang mabalitaan niya buhat sa childhood best friend niyang si Matt ang planong pagbabakasyon ng lalaki sa Pilipinas ay talaga namang to the highest level ang ginawa niyang paghahanda. She transformed into a woman she never was. She portrayed like a woman-of-every-man. Nagbago ang pananamit niya, ang kanyang pagkilos, at ang dating inosenteng mukha ay napalitan ng aurang kaakit-akit. Subalit isa na lang ang kulang—she doesn’t know how to kiss. That alone was her big problem! Paniguradong madi-disappoint si Jester oras na malaman nitong hindi siya marunong humalik. Isa lang ang alam niyang makapagtuturo sa kanya. That was her best friend—si Matt. Pumayag naman ito. Matt was like a devoted teacher who taught her how to kiss just right. Oh, so right… Ngunit may hindi siya napaghandaan. Bakit tila bigla yatang naglaho ang interes niyang magpa-impress kay Jester? Bakit bigla ay mas interesado na siyang matikmang muli ang napakasarap na halik ni Matt? Now, she was facing a great dilemma of hearts between Jester and Matt…

Duda beranak satu itu benar-benar sedingin es, tatapannya tajam setajam scalpel yang biasa ia gunakan ketika berperang di dalam ruang operasi. Sosok menyebalkan yang kemudian membuat dia harus mengulang Stase bedahnya sekali lagi, sosok yang kemudian berada dalam pelukannya ketika ia sadar dari sisa mabuk semalam. Dunianya runtuh ketika ia sadar dari kecelakaan itu tumbuh janin di rahimnya, apa yang kemudian akan Selly lakukan? Apa tanggapan Dokter Anggara Tanjaya, dokter bedah sedingin es itu atas kehamilannya? Cover by : Reistyaa