Novel & Cerita Before I Gaze At You Again

"Hmmm sob*sob* hmmm... no...hmmm...I don't like losing you, hmmm sob*sob* hmmm...why do we need to do this? we were so much fine before...why can't we be like before...hmmm sob*sob* hmmm please I can't let you go...Esther...please not like this..." "Ssshhh...I won't go anywhere...but I am just letting you go instead, you have a lot to figure and even if I wanted to help you I can't...what we did before is such a great time for me, I thought I hate it but I loved it when you keep coming to see me, those snatch kiss, all your gesture even we don't have a real deal to each other, even the label is missing, I love everything I have done with you and I guess I will love it again and again even...

I'm happily digging into a hot dog by the roadside when, sure enough, I spot my girlfriend, Jennifer York, in Felix Kenner's latest post. The caption reads, "You make the best medicine." After being stood up by Jennifer so many times, I've long since stopped caring. If anything. I'm starting to think I should break up with her as soon as possible and let the two of them be together.

“Clarity.” His gaze drops to my mouth. Then back up.

I just keep my gaze steady on his, even though my cheeks are already burning. “I guess this is goodbye,” I tell him. “For now,” he corrects me. Silence stretches between us. I keep my gaze fixed on his face, even though his pale blue eyes are making it harder and harder for me to keep up with this. Especially when I can see his gaze flickering towards my lips like he wants to taste them….

i follow his gaze and what i see in his eyes, i will never forget that moment in my lif "i love you, angelina valentine."e.e.t.e.h.s.k.."g.."d.?"y.?"d.e.."."."e.m.d.?"."?"."?"."."s.d..". ▪︎."s.."."s.y.."."."." "."e.r.. s.?"y.r.."?"."g.y.s.m?o.t.m.y.."y?."s.m.. y.?"p?t.t.y.r.ng.orehead, then stares down at me. I follow his gaze and what I see in his eyes, I will never forget that moment in my life.

What must I say to make you understand? I weep, but you laugh and caress my cold hand My eyes can't behold what your blithe spirit sees Yet you open them still, O restless young breeze He raised his eyes, fastening them on me. His gaze was different. Desire burned in his eyes. I don't know why, but I felt he wanted to look at me, as though he needed to see my eyes. The intensity of his gaze was so unexpected, I was frightened; yet hardly had I seen fire in his eyes when it vanished. His regard was once again peaceful and soothing, and he lowered his eyes to the keys as he sang the last stanza,

Eloise saw right through me. "I'm glad you came to me. It means you trust me. If you dare to sneak away alone, I swear I'll never forgive you." She tried to lift my spirits every day, but my health continued to decline. Late one night, I sat alone on the balcony, letting the cool breeze wash over me. When I opened my eyes, I saw Minnie. She was wearing the same oversized hospital gown from the day she died, the fabric swallowing her tiny frame.

Her gaze moved towards it and back to me. “It was you..."

I call it magic when I'm with you And I just got broken, broken into two Still I call it magic, when I'm next to you And I don't, and I don't, and I don't, and I don't No I don't, it's true I don't, no, I don't, no, I don't, no, I don't Want anybody else but you… I turn my eyes to Gavin’s deep blue grays, filled with nothing but love. Pure, unconditional love that I’ve been too scared to believe in for so long is staring back at me.

I looked at him questioningly. "We'll need these, we are going to be outside, and it's a little bit chilly," Blaze said as he linked my hand to his elbow once again, and we made our way to the back door. "Close your eyes, please. I'll let you know when you can open them," Blaze said, and I complied. We go up a couple of steps. I could see faint light through the darkness of my closed eyes. I could hear Instrumental romantic music playing. Are we at the Gazebo? What in the world? All of a sudden, Blaze had left my side.