Novel & Cerita Blame My Ex

"I'm so sorry for what I put you through, put our family through, and for making you feel like you were anything less than my partner." "Mandy…" "No, let me finish. This needs to be said. The place I was in was so dark I couldn't see any way to come out of it, and I blamed you." His face falls. I hate hurting him, but all this needs to be put out there. "Which is dumb," I hurry to continue. "I blamed you for leaving." "You asked me to." My hand goes up, hoping to stop him. It does and I take a breath, fortifying myself to keep going.

He sighed and bent his head when he was done. "You did not say anything on this before,"he accused. "Did you give me the chance to?"I blamed. "Do not even try blaming me,"he barked. "I did not plan to,"I said, my voice still gently. "I was just stating the obvious." "You see why you are so annoying, Desmond?"he said, still infuriated. "You never take fault for the disasters you cause." I sighed and closed my eyes. "I blame myself for Hope falling for me,"I confessed. "I should have stayed away."

She growled. “But you accepted the money,” I yelled back, “You took the money and left, so how is any of this my fault? If you were so obsessed with him, you should have never agreed to leave, you should have held him down, you should have told him you loved him and begged him to marry you. If you have done that, none of us would be in this mess. I wouldn't have fallen in love with him, I'd be long gone from your lives! So if you are looking for someone to blame, point those dirty fingers of yours at yourself. He threw money at you, you collected it, and now you are blaming me for it?”

“You got over me so quickly, same way Ethan gave up on our love so easily. Is there something wrong with me, am I only good at attracting men and unable to keep them? Am I doing something to chase all my men away from me?” I asked him, feeling it’s all my fault. “How many times do I have to tell you that this is not your fault, Harper? If you are looking for who to blame? Please blame Ethan and I for being jerks. Actually, blame me, it’s all my fault. You have no idea what I did just to try and keep you all to myself. You had no idea how long it took me to get over you?” he told me, pulling his hands through his hair in frustration.

Everything was falling apart and everyone I loved was getting hurt in the process. A twinge of guilt hit me in the chest at the thought of Larissa and the things I had said to her a few hours ago and I shut my eyes regretfully. Why did I have to go to that extent? Why did I blame her for Declan's kidnap and the return of her ex husband? How could she have known? I remembered how angry and disgusted she was when she saw him, so I knew how hurtful it must have been to hear me blame her for that.

I said. She looked at me and smiled “babe, I do not blame you at all. You’re not the one that sent people to kidnap me. You are not the one that made your crazy ex so obsessed that she couldn’t move on. You’re not the one that told her to set me on fire.” She said. “It wasn’t me but I think I contributed to it.” I said.

“ I have lost the scholarship to have a normal simple life! I have lost my mom because of you! I have lost my father because I wanted to have you in my life and I have lost my child also. It wasn’t just your child! It was mine, also.” Then, she slapped me. A hard one. “ How dare you blame me for everything?! And what do you mean, you’ve lost your mother?” She didn’t know. She didn’t bother to asked. In our relationship, it always feels this way. I am the only who do the sacrificing but I am so in love with her that I can accept whatever she can give. I am guilty about the things that I have done that I didn’t cater my own feelings. “ I have lost her, seven years ago. When you called her and

“Kayla what the hell is your problem? How would you blame yourself for your cheating husband?” I raised my head to look at how when I heard the question she asked, “I don't blame myself because he cheated, I blame myself because I loved him so much that I didn't suspect anything. There were so many signs that I constantly neglected every single sign because I had it in my head that you will never try such a thing but look at it now.”

she said, blaming herself. I held her shoulders. It was a firm touch. I let her face me. “No, Blaire. Don’t put a blame to yourself,” I trailed off and heaved a sigh, “I was the one you should blame, Blaire…” I said to her. “If that accident didn’t happen, I should’ve protect you from that bastard. I should have…” I wouldn’t be able to continue my words. “Calix…” she almost cried. Good thing, Caleb is busy to his iPad. I’m sure he wouldn’t notice that we were talking. We didn’t reveal it to him since I don’t want to disturb him.

"I'm not talking about that. I mean your... Your family and mate. If you hadn't been looking for me, you might have saved them. It's my fault they're..." I pinch her chin with my thumb and index and lift her face "Do you get dumber as you age?" "Huh?" "If it was your fault, you wouldn't be alive. Every crime has its perpetrator. The attack wasn't your fault. You didn't know it would happen. If anything, I should be the one to blame for being careless" I frame her face and wipe the tears with my thumbs "I have never blamed you for what happened" Okay, that part is bullshit. Whenever I was angry and frustrated, I blamed her for all my misfortunes. But she doesn't need to know that. It's in the