I Rejected My Mate On Purpose
the soldier beside him demanded, backing up a full step despite outnumbering us badly.
"I don't know," I said honestly, staring at my own trembling hands, the silver light already fading back into nothing, leaving behind a hollow, aching tiredness that felt different from the emptiness the Ember reversal had left in my chest minutes ago. This wasn't depletion. This felt like something had been borrowed rather than spent, and I had no idea yet what the cost of borrowing it might turn out to be.
"Wren." Ronan's hand found my shoulder, steadying me as my knees threatened to buckle. "Whatever that was, can you do it again?"