Novel & Cerita Break My Heart Myself

But just then, a tearing pain ripped through my chest. "Argh!" A violent cough ripped through me, and blood sprayed from my lips. My knees gave out. I crashed to the floor as a phantom hand plunged into my chest and tore my soul in half. This feeling... The mate bond... it's breaking! "No! Evelyn!" I screamed at the sky. "Impossible!" The pain grew more intense. I could feel the invisible thread connecting our souls snapping, inch by inch. Every break was like another slice into my heart. "Austen!" Seraphina knelt beside me in terror. "What's wrong?"

He looked at me hurt. "Mia," he began. "DON'T." I burst out, "DON'T YOU DARE! I SLAPPED THE GUY I LOVED BECAUSE OF YOU! I GOT MY HEART BROKEN BECAUSE OF YOU! DAMIEN IS LEAVING ME BECAUSE OF YOU!" I laughed humourlessly, "I was such a blind person." I held onto my hair tight, "such a blind person to not see this! Your true side...I always thought of you as the guy who could never harm anyone...BUT YOU ARE A MONSTER. HOW CAN YOU ENJOY PLAYING WITH PEOPLE'S FEELINGS. HOW CAN YOU BE SO RUTHLESS."

my voice breaks as tears cascade down my cheeks in torrents. My heart is broken. I can hear it shatter to the sand in a million pieces. If Bhyron leaves me today, I might as well kill myself because I would never survive it. Bhyron grabs my hand that’s firmly wrapped around his shirt and pushes me away, causing me to stumble backwards in the sand. “Don’t you have any self respect?!” He spits bitterly, his voice dripping with disgust. “No!” I sob as I run towards him. “No, please…”

There is nothing for me in this world, there is nothing for me to live for but this anger, it's the only thing keeping me moving on and if I ever let myself feel; if I break down that wall, I will break myself too. I had the sudden undeniable urge to break something, to hear glass shatter and I did my best to ignore the desire to seek a release, to destroy and ruin. I swallowed hard and my hands trembled. I scoffed, mocking my life, my fate, myself; "I'll break down and come back into this place." I looked around me, at the white walls that kept me hostage for years, the ones that trapped my brain in a maze; still there, still lost, still trying to figure a way out. Tears went unchecked down

Should I indulge in self-pity? As the rain continued to pour, I whispered a silent promise to myself—a promise to rise from this darkness, to find strength within my vulnerability, and to forge a path that was uniquely mine. Lucas's heartlessness had wounded me deeply, but it would not define me. With the rain as my witness, I vowed to reclaim my shattered heart and emerge from this storm stronger, wiser, and ready to face whatever challenges lay ahead.

The audience gets quiet, waiting to hear what I’m going to say. “This poem is called Unapologetically Me. We go through different things in life that cause us pain. We have people in our lives, who make it their mission to break us or destroy us, but we are stronger than that. So, I dedicate this to all of us who have ever been through heartache and survived.” Unapologetically Me By Lotta Patterson © 2021 You tried to break me, But I’m unbreakable. You tried to shake me,

I should've known, how could a heart like yours ever love a heart like mine? I just love building things up and then ✨shattering✨ it so my readers have a mental breakdown. It's what I live for, LMFAO! SORRY!! Anyways, y'all, hold on tight because this is only getting crazier.

I deserve to witness her heartbreaking so I can never forget what I have done to her time and time again. “You’ve been avoiding me,” her sweet voice calls out behind me and my eyes slide shut, relishing how she sounds, the happiness that laces her teasing words. I want to hold on to this, fucking cling to it like a baby clings to its mother, but I’m on borrowed time. I have to break her. I have to break me. Fuck, I have to once again break us before we ever had the chance to be great and I will forever loathe myself for it.

Harper managed to lift her hands and hook them around his neck, her voice barely a whisper. "I want… to go with you…" The profound despair and brokenness in her eyes washed over me, a chilling wave crawling up my entire body. I stood frozen, utterly speechless. Adrian tightened his arm around her with a smirk of triumph and turned to leave. "The money has been transferred to your account. I'll address Harper's injury later." I tried to pursue them, but my feet felt cemented to the ground. Regret and heartbreak surged within me, soaking into the fresh wounds of my soul, making me too unsteady to stand.

Even if I have to break her heart all over again to do it. *****