Unworthy
In a softer voice, raw with pain, Lisa turned to Damon, "I'm just a girl, looking for someone to love me for me. Maybe I'm not meant to be a Luna. The decisions that Karistus makes are her own; I could no sooner sway her thoughts than tell the world to stop turning. But killing in cold blood? No, what I did, I did for the good of the pack. Even if it wasn't good enough for you."
The silence was deafening as the Alpha and Luna looked at each other, a mixture of hurt and anger passing between them. Then Lisa lifted her chin, and with a sad smile, she murmured, "I'm not forcing you to love me, or even accept me, Damon. I don't need validation from you. Karistus has decided to recruit on her own