The Alpha's Rejected Luna and Her Secret Heir
I have run it through my head so many times in the dark hours that it has stopped being words at all and become a thing my hands and feet simply do without me.
I do not let myself think about Rowan. If I think about Rowan, about the weight of him reaching back over Cassian's shoulder, Mama, Mama, Mama, I will sit down in the snow and never get up again. So I climb, and I think about the next handhold, and only the next one.
The cold up here is not weather. I have lived my whole life in the north, I have whelped lambs in blizzards and buried warriors in frozen ground, and I know exactly what honest cold feels like, the clean bright bite of it. This cold has intention in it.