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ZARAMANNI

ZARAMANNI

Suddenly, a cracking sound filled the room. Zaramanni ignored it. "Even when I stayed at home to escape their terrible sting, they still found a way to hurt me. They told me to die." She laughed, her heavily watered eyes darting to and fro. "They wished me nothing but doom. And I couldn't take it anymore." Zaramanni felt Clarissa's warm feet twitch beneath her palm. "So, I decided to kill myself. After all, that's what they wanted me to do. Why not? All I had to do was jump off a building. Or cut my wrist. I could have stabbed myself to death if I wanted to.
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Sweet Dreams

Sweet Dreams

and he? He left for his alpha training and during the first year my Suicide attempts were quite unsuccessful, lost count of how many times I tried to douse myself by taking multiple sleeping pills just to stop myself from feeling, I kept cutting my wrists with sliver knives coated in wolfsbane hoping to just bleed out somewhere and die , I even took dangerous sports and stunts as hobbies in hopes I just wring my neck just to die. Since life wasn’t worth living when your soulmate finds you revolting enough to deny your whole existence.
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Friends with benefits

Friends with benefits

the psychologist asked affectionately. "Yes, I remember, but I wasn't trying to kill myself!" Lara spoke, and after a moment, realizing that Patrícia didn't say anything and hearing her own words, she understood that, yes, the doctors believed she had attempted suicide. "I drank a lot, my head was strange, I was crying, I couldn't silence my thoughts at all, and eventually, I couldn't breathe. My heart was racing, and I remembered the medication you gave me. I thought that if I took one, I would be able to breathe and go back to normal."
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Scandal of Billionaire

Scandal of Billionaire

Camellia said while stroking her stomach as if the baby she was carrying could hear and feel the pain her mother was currently experiencing. By closing her eyes, Camellia made up her mind to end her life right then and there. She would jump into the river and let herself be carried away until she was no longer alive. Even though she was afraid, she still tried to convince herself that suicide by drowning in a river would not be as painful as suicide by injuring her body.
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The Billionaire’s Desire: Owned By Him

The Billionaire’s Desire: Owned By Him

she gulped. “Yes, suicide. He knows the truth about us. Alicia told him in the worst way possible. He didn’t want to speak to me. He even fought a classmate at school.” Zara felt a stab of guilt and a wave of despair. Depression, a suicide attempt… it was almost surreal. Her mind was filled with dark imaginings: ghosts, monsters, banshees, fiends from outer space. She wondered how she had been living comfortably while he had been contemplating something so desperate.
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Rise Of The Hidden Heiress

Rise Of The Hidden Heiress

I repeat the words just so the recorder will pick up the bone of contention. "Then I'll kill myself." "You wouldn't dare." "Try me, Alli. Cancel the engagement right now, or I will commit suicide, and you'll have yourself to blame for my death. Stop the engagement." "You know what? I think it's okay if you die, Rhea. We all will leave this world someday. When you're ready to kill yourself, make sure you do it at your apartment in Greymark. That way, it will be easier for us to locate your corpse."
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Is Life A Single Player Experience?

Is Life A Single Player Experience?

So, I ended up excusing myself early, and went straight to my room. In my dark personal space, I bypass Finneas, The Paper Kite, and Linkin Park for some ambient music. I fish through my desk for a stranded beef jerky, and tell myself to get over it. There are different ways to die. There’s jumping off a roof and there’s slowly poisoning yourself with the salted flesh of another every single day. I sign onto the computer, and start typing: January 17: According to the New York Times, nearly 20 percent of suicides are committed by poison, but among doctors who kill themselves, that number is 57 percent.
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Two Lost Souls

Two Lost Souls

It's time she plans her death and follow Kirby. She wrote down all the possible ways to have that perfect suicide plan. Cutting in a bathtub is not an option. Hanging herself isn't great either. Taking pills, she doesn't have a way to get those pills. Jumping off high grounds is not the perfect way. Brieanna leaned back and looked up at her empty ceiling. She wants no one to find her body just like how no one noticed her pain. "I have to be deep under..." she mumbled and then a bright light crossed her mind. "That's it!"
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MAY

MAY

"Before I leave you two, I just want you to know that, life doesn't have duplicate. Your life might be rough or tough along the way and it feels like its getting worse every single day but it doesn't mean you should try to kill yourself. The truth is that, you don't want to die, you just want the pain to go away. Well.. I'm not criticizing you cause it's normal to feel that way. But I want you to also know that suicide doesn't end the chances of life getting worse, it eliminates the possibility of it ever getting better." She listened the doctor with a new found interest. "Richard bach once said that, anyone desperate enough for suicide should be desperate enough to go to creative extremes
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The Dream Elixir
This book was beautifully written and I enjoyed it so very much. It made me feel so many things and I was on the edge of my seat for most of the while because I really wanted the best for May. I felt so much anger towards Edric, uncertainty towards Tega, and love for Edric. definitely insightful
Sinikiem precious
Nice book. I love how it treats domestic issues prevalent in a lot of Nigerian homes. I also love how the book doesn't glamorize abuse like other pics I've read in this genre. Seeing as the author is a girl from Bayelsa, it gives me joy that she adds elements of her background in the story.
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Love Blooms At Second Chances

Love Blooms At Second Chances

“It’s because I'm here in our apartment looking for ways to die.” Monique’s eyes widened after I said suicide. She suddenly held my hands and gripped them tightly. “At that time, I tried a lot of ways to kill myself. I know what I’m doing but I can’t seem to control myself. It’s like I’m being controlled by someone. But all those attempts failed. I think Winter was stopping me at that time."
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Reading 'How Not to Kill Yourself' by Clancy Martin felt like a raw, unfiltered conversation with someone who’s been through hell and back. Martin doesn’t just theorize about suicide—he’s lived it, fought it, and somehow found a way to write about it with brutal honesty. The book blends memoir, philosophy, and self-help, but it never feels preachy. Instead, it’s like he’s sitting across from you, sharing his darkest moments and the tiny, fragile things that kept him going. Critics have praised it for its unflinching vulnerability, though some warn it’s intense for those in fragile states. Personally, I couldn’t put it down—it’s one of those rare books that makes you feel less alone, even when it’s tearing your heart out.

What struck me most was how Martin refuses to simplify survival. He doesn’t offer easy answers or silver linings. Instead, he talks about the messy, contradictory nature of wanting to die while fighting to live. The reviews I’ve seen echo this—readers either find it painfully relatable or overwhelming, depending on where they’re at. It’s not a comfort read, but it’s an important one, like a lighthouse in a storm you didn’t know others could see too.

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