SWEET DEBAUCHERY: AN M/M COLLEGE, CONTEMPORARY ROMANCE
Seven days of trying to ignore his lingering scent, of stifling the urge to scour and bleach out every place his body touched.
Seven days of trying to forget the sickening jolt of unwanted arousal, seven days of pretending everything is fine. It isn’t. My academics are still a free-falling disaster, Tim is still marrying my aunt, and Luke is still a phantom, his presence felt only through the lingering echoes of Tyler’s taunts and the conspicuous absence of Tony.
The Grindr app, mostly a source of desperate, fleeting escape, has felt tainted, a direct link to that humiliating moment. But the loneliness, the gnawing, suffocating loneliness, has started to feel worse than the shame. So, this m