Novel & Cerita Destined To Be Alone

It is my doom being alive I mean. I tried to remove the broken pieces of crystal glass in my feet. My breath became heavy as I closed my eyes tightly and bit my lower lips to prevent myself from shouting from this pain. I feel numb, I can't even feel my body. My tears begin to flow and I quickly wipe it using my broken hands. But it is useless, it continues to flow that later becomes a sob. It was so painful. My heart is aching, am I going to die? For all the hardships that I've been through I realized that even if the world turns upside down, it is my destiny to feel this way. To die in not a single person would know. No one cares, no one will notice as I don't even exist in their life. B

He took out his phone and dialed the number he knew by heart, but it was still powered off. He stood there, staring at the screen as it dimmed, lit up again, and then dimmed once more. People passed by him constantly, some dragging suitcases, some laughing as they called home to say they’d arrived safely, and some being pulled into warm embraces, greeted with excited cries. Only he stood there alone, with nowhere to go.

Cole replied with a yawn. I pouted. “You were slacking off and you Noah was becoming boring and Hayes was being cold and distant as usual. I wanted to have a little fun.” We’ve been friends for years, right before we found out we were mates. I always knew we were going to be mates. No one else deserved the position of Luna aside from me. Absolutely no one. It was a position befitting me alone. But also, I could tell something was wrong. The triplets have been distant lately. I couldn’t pinpoint what exactly it was but there was something.

Not even to Nanny. I’m all alone in this whole world.

I couldn’t cope with staying all alone in the house and had to step outside. I am grateful at least that there is a garden that shields me from the main building. If not I might have been subjected to seeing the four walls every day. A light wince escaped my lips as the pain struck again. I inhaled deeply letting out a strained gasp. This is not the life I planned for myself. At least I get to talk to Basi and customers at the tavern every day. Now it is different, no friend, no family. I am all by myself. Nobody wants to be around me and it makes me think I might have a cursed fate.

“I’m sick of your accusations. First, you think I had something to do with Edwin’s disappearance. Then, you think I’m cheating on you. What’s next, Tristan? What else do you think I’m guilty of?” He didn’t answer. She let out a bitter laugh. “You know what’s funny? You’re the one who keeps pushing me away, but the second another man so much as looks at me, suddenly, I belong to you.” His eyes darkened. “You do belong to me.” Florence’s heart slammed against her ribs. The words were quiet, but they carried a dangerous weight. Her breath hitched. “You don’t get to say that.” “Why not?” She met his gaze, her voice shaking. “Because you don’t even know what you want, Tristan.”

I don’t even care for myself. For at that moment, I am not me. I am not a girl, nor am I a being. But I am part of something greater than myself. I belong to the moon and the night, drowning in the darkness... “Wake up, forgotten one,” Suddenly, the witch’s chiming voice rings within my skull, “Don’t let the moon and the stars claim you, or else you would not be able to return. Follow my voice and I will show you what you are. Follow my voice.”

Silva sobbed Zen tried consoling her "Don't worry Silvia" "how?" "I have a plan" Silvia looked at him inquisitively. "I told you to stop being alone" "Am fine" "Really" "Mm" "You know I don't know what your problem is betty!" sounding upset. Lily looked at her. "Always alone for God's sake you're a girl. I understand your predicament but you can't be like this forever lily!!"

His eyes flew open in shock as he stepped back knocking into one of the candles on the floor as he shook his head. "No." It was all he said, running his fingers through his hair. I could see the pain in his eyes. The hurt in them, why was it hurting me? "No…" He walked to the door and after unlocking it, left. The door shut behind him with a snap. I closed my eyes, covering my mouth with my hands as I slid down the wall, letting the tears flow. I was born to be alone, I will survive alone, and I will die alone. This was what I was destined for.

Do you like the idea of being fucked senseless by a pack of wolves who’d buy you like livestock if they could? The mirror didn’t answer and neither did Ivy for a heartbeat. Then she whispered, small and wounded, "I just… don’t want you to be alone if they don’t come back." I let out a short, ugly, the sound that sounded like a cackle or laughter “Alone?” I hissed, dragging the zipper the rest of the way up. It caught again on a fresh welt. I yanked harder. Pain bloomed bright across my ribs. Good. Pain I understood. “Tesoro, I’ve been alone since the day my dad died. Alone is my default setting. Alone is safe. Alone means no one gets to break me except me.”