Do It For Yourself Novels & Stories

Oh,I don't want mother to see me this way"She though and stood. She entered inside the bathroom to wash her face. She came out and seat on her chair. She on her laptop as she searched for a new college around the city. She was still searching when her phone rang. "Hello" "Who is this?"She asked "Is me Henry" The caller replied in a cool manner. How did he get my contact. "Please pinky, forgive my friend for what he did to you"Henry said. "Am not coming back to that school again. so tell him he has won"She said and disconnect the call. "Pinky!!!"Mrs Diane called "open this door" "Mother please let me be"Pinky said as she stood up and went back to her bed.

“ I got detention for being late.” “ Why don’t you take your car?” I followed him to the kitchen. “ Because I am scared, Dad. I don’t want to get into an accident.” He swatted my hands from the refrigerator. “ Believe in yourself. Tomorrow I will drop you at school but you have to rely on yourself.” I nodded like a bobblehead and he gave me his version of energy drink. I made a face to it but drank it anyway. “ Now go freshen up. We are going out for dinner.”

Why put yourself through extra stress when you don’t have to? Sophia leaned back against the pillows, staring blankly at the wall. "Because I want to be independent," like I said , your earnings could be used towards something you need,she said softly. "I want to know that I can handle things on my own. It’s not about proving anything to you . It’s about proving it to myself." And taking my life in my hands

His voice came out as a hum that soothed my ears, filling me with so much calmness as it made its way through my ear, and into every part of me. “Think of nothing but the beauty of yourself, even when you hate yourself. Force yourself to think of yourself alone, and when you have just you in mind you'll begin to realize you're not that bad after all. It gets easier, I promise, so please love, hold on, and don’t lose sight of yourself.”

Don't try to be the best person in the world: be the best you can be for yourself. Choose to learn, overcome yourself, evolve, transcend. Continuously seek to know about different subjects, simple or complex things. Challenge yourself! Venture to discover your own universe and identify your talents and difficulties. Start a self-development process. Fall in love with every detail that makes you who you are, and anything that doesn't please you, change it. Be the best version of yourself every day!

"Because from where I'm sitting, it feels like you've spent your whole life trying to be smaller so people have less to comment on. And it never worked. People are always going to have something to say." I don't answer right away, because some old, tired part of me wants to explain myself even here, to her and wants her to list every reason I've made the choices I've made, every logical justification for years of trying to take up less space in a body that never asked to be a topic of public conversation. I catch myself before I start. "I'm working on it," I say instead, shorter than my instinct wants it to be.

Pain spread through my chest. Out of habit, I reached for my phone to call my mother. In the next second, I remembered she was gone. It was at that moment I broke down sobbing. My mother had actually tried to warn me years ago. "Rena, Josh is a good man, but he doesn't love you enough." I had refused to believe her and married him without hesitation. I had even called myself an independent woman. "So what if he doesn't love me enough? Love grows over time! He'll love me eventually!"

I raised my hand and held his cheeks. "You have to understand that I still have to do this ... for myself." I gave him a smile. "I want to do something for myself before we start new. I have to do this so that when we start over, I'll be whole. We'll both be whole. You understand, don't you? " I just have to do it because if I don't do it now, I will always think that I have done nothing for myself ... that I have lived without doing what I want.

You better not know. "It's just that you can't treat me like I'm a girl." I'm a damn woman! Or haven't you heard me scream every time you get inside me? Every time you fuck me like there's no fucking tomorrow? You've been fucking me for weeks! You've done what you want and now you don't have the grace to tell me why the hell my life should make a change for you!

He was the one kneeling at my feet, begging for a second chance. "You want a second chance?" I asked. "Then stop being a billionaire and start being a human. Throw away the checkbook. Fire the lawyers who told you I was an 'investment.' And wait." "Wait for what?" "For me to decide if the woman I’ve become has any room left for the man you’re trying to be."