Novel & Cerita Drive Me Crazy

The second I slid into the driver’s seat, I felt the tension snap inside me and the control I had kept so meticulously in place unraveling like a frayed rope. I drove like a fucking madman pushing the engine to its limits and breaking every goddamn rule that existed on the road. Red lights blurred past me, speed limits useless and the city turned into nothing more than a streak of headlights in my peripheral vision. I didn’t stop. Didn’t let myself think.

It was a good fifteen minutes later before I could bring myself to stop my fingers from shaking and began to drive home. It began to rain. Heavy, angry rainstorm that streaked the sky with thunder and made it really hard to drive in. To make matters worse, the car began to jerk uncontrollably and I was only able to drive it to the side before the engine died. I pounded my fists violently against the steering wheel, loosened my hair from its bun and dragged my fingers through it like a crazed woman. I was going crazy. There was no way in hell I was going to poison Stephan.

He hops into the driver’s seat and the engine fires up. I just need to get out of this city before I actually lose my fucking mind for good.

My foot couldn't have pressed harder on the accelerator than it was right now as I tried to calm myself down. My clothes were still wet and I didn't care that I was messing up the expensive seats of the Lamborghini that I was driving, all I wanted to do was drive and drive as far as I possibly could. Drive far away from the memory of Celeste's lips on mine. "Fuck!" I exclaimed as I banged my fist on the steering wheel, not bothered with the fact that it was the third time I'd done so. I grit my teeth and raised the volume higher, blasting the unfamiliar song through my speakers impossibly louder.

She was getting impatient. The fragrance was like citrus and lotus. It was not from the pies for sure. Someone at the hallway was wearing it. But who would use such a strong perfume early in the morning. I was trying to control my wolf. But my whole body was feeling as if it was drugged. I didn't know where I was going anymore. I felt like I needed to find out the source of that perfume. Lexa was going crazy. Just when I came near the kitchen door, my wolf howled inside "Mate! "

She no longer had doubts. The feelings she dragged out were of Mrs Cole and Chloe. Her mind was now like a blank canvas. She was ready to fill it with the colours she wanted. Surprisingly for her,it hadn't taken her days to forget about them and forge ahead in life. The trunk had been shut tight and Lorenzo had gotten behind the wheel. Barista was about to open the door for her when they both heard a high-pitched voice screaming from the direction of the house. "Sister, please wait. Don't go. I know I'm wrong but please don't take it out on our poor mom. She's dying because of you."

I stumble outside and after a long minute, I finally reach my car. I’m about to open the door but I retch up instead, falling on my knees as I throw up everything in my stomach, my eyes blurry. The acidic taste on my tongue churns my stomach even more. I drag myself up and push myself into the car. I hit the steering wheel with my fists, screaming, yelling, blowing honks in the neighborhood as my frustration tears me into pieces. “Why? Why? Why? Why? Why me?” I turned on the engine and drove into the asphalt, “Where did it go wrong? Who did it? Lucas, Cain… Who the fuck did this!”

The deja Vu is unbearable. My dick leaks a sticky tang onto my jeans. Fuck. I grit my teeth until my cheeks sting. “Rough… you feel rough and hot.” Like the veins hammering under my skin. I’m draw with Kendrick now. Surprise licks at his face. I don’t slack. I drive hard and fast, wrist aching and waist taut. No, I’m not thinking of Tristan, but I don’t feel like I’m driving a mobile. Damn… I think I’m driving something else.

As the doors closed I could hear Barbara screaming, "Robert come back here." I made it as far as the parking lot before I stopped to throw up in the bushes. In a daze I was somehow able to find the car and take off. I drove around aimlessly for a while and then headed home. For the next several hours I paced back and forth trying to make sense out of what just happened.

Leaving the world and my body behind My spirit is forced through the air at lightning speed, and suddenly I’m flung into the body of another with a screech. The car they were driving swirves on the road slightly “Fuccccccck” The driver roars, stomping down on the breaks “Tom? Tom?” Someone screetches “are you ok? what’s wrong?” A worried voice sounds from the car speakers “Yes, fuck I just got dizzy or something, I’m fine” “Ok, are you sure you don’t sound fine”