Novel & Cerita Estupida Mis Sentimientos Idiota

Oh, look, my mantra has returned. Stupid. Stupid. STUPID! I felt the heat of frustration rising within me. How could I be so incredibly foolish? Just moments ago, everything had unfolded perfectly. Holly was cradled in my arms, her warmth radiating against me. I could still feel the thrill of our lips meeting in a passionate first kiss, a moment that felt electric and full of promise. Then, in an instant, my stupid mouth fucked it all up, revealing my secret in a careless slip.

"Your son is suffering, your wife is suffering and Julia too. Everything is so different and lifeless without you. . .I'm so sorry for being the reason." I don't know how but I completely lose control of myself to a point where I don't even realize the words that are coming out of my mouth. "I'm stupid. I'm useless. I'm disgusting and used up. Papá! I'm so tired!" I mumble incoherent words. "I'm so tired." I drawl. "Someone help me. I need help. Can someone pull me out? I'm so tired! I don't know how much longer I can hold on for."

No one deserves someone like me, "and tears run down my cheeks. I'm such an idiot. I hate being me.

Everything. I hide my face against the pillow. I know he’s not worth crying for, this isn’t worth suffering for, but I can't help myself. The gigantic knot that I have stuck in my throat has loosened a little during the hour I have spent lying here and the weight on my heart is no longer that of an elephant, now it feels more like a horse’s. I roll my eyes. I'm such an idiot! — Who made you so smart? — You're really smart, little witch.

Matthew rolled his eyes. "Don't blame me for you being a fool." I glanced at Matthews. "It's because you were already an idiot, but now you show it." "Idiot is not a disease." Matthew objected. “Stupid is not a disease, but a person who suddenly becomes stupid may already have some disease.” I followed Matthew. "You'd better get checked out, otherwise the disease will become so severe that it won't be curable." I looked proudly at Matthew. Matthew helplessly patted my head. "I'm so out of touch with you."

"Ow...it hurts!' "This idiot, just embarrass me!" ***

I looked at him shocked by his thoughts: I think we both have a different idea of punishment, you idiot. Carlos raised his head to look at me: Dad, you idiot! What does idiot mom mean? Peter added, "Fantastic, and now he thinks I'm an idiot!" : Mom what does idiot mean? I looked at him: it is a word for a stupid person who always makes problems out of nothing. His eyebrows narrowed, "Does that mean I'm an idiot?" : No...of course not, why do you say that? To answer: Because my father always tells me stupid when he gets angry.

Damn! Stupid and idiotic are definitely words I deserve to label myself with! Oh my God! What's wrong with me? Suddenly so emotional, suddenly acting like a cheap woman in front of Cedric, and suddenly so clingy! I feel like it wasn't me who did all that last night! Seriously!

I don't know this feeling but I hate it It sucks. ~~~~

He took a little step back, so that my index finger wouldn't hit him. How dare he say that! Of everything he said, that's the only thing I understood. In vain! Did he just call me stupid!? If your learning a new language the first thing you really remember are curses, bad words, swearing, and insults! That's proven and tested by yours truly. So I know very well what non in Feysac means! Does he think I'm that stupid! Yes I know if I'm stupid but only me, myself, and I can insult myself hmmp!