For My Derelict Beloved Novels & Stories

He didn’t dodge. He took the slap full on, his cheek turning bright red. "Let me put it in simpler terms. You chose to cheat and betray me. When we got married, you swore you’d love me for life. You told me I’d suffered enough growing up in an orphanage and that you’d protect me from now on, but you caused me even more suffering. Henry, I will never be the foolish Zoe who believed in you again. "Don’t come back. If you do, I’ll call the cops."

I could really use a change of cloths right now ,as I retrace my steps back to my room with only one thought on my mind right now ,and you already know who that is Lone the greatest love of my life. I rub my hands on my neck feeling lone's mark ,I can't wait for my mate to return so we can keep making love over and over again ,I've never been more in love .

AN OATH OF LOVE I have seen you from afar. With the darkness in my world and destruction in my path, I have seen you from afar. My eyes would follow wherever you are, like a dying man looking at the star. And my heart longed for you, even though I was barred, By the destiny that has sent me away, from wherever you are. Because in my world, you are my light. The light that has set my otherwise dark soul bright. And for you, I would do everything, anything,

I’m only kind to those I like. And I really like you. I thought the fabrics would make your Friday. Please accept them. Next message was sent three hours ago. I stand before you, But through opacity you see me. You know who I am, But you don't see who I am. It has been a torturous wait, In hell I burned my faith. I've ripped my hair And gouged mine eyes. Darkened my soul, For my life I despised. My palms I've powdered, For when I hold you next…

Was writing on the banner with red ink. " What is the meaning of this karma?" I ask, gritting my teeth in anger. " My beloved flower, from the very first day I set my eyes on you, I lost my mind to you, I think of you when I'm eating, you are always by my side when I'm sleeping, even in the toilet you are always there, my love for you is like a Lion's love for meat, you are the air I breathe the sugar in my bee, no, the honey in my bee, you are my forever, I love you and will always...."

He further realizes, "My beloved Olga, I know what you desire, and I also deprive you of it. Love is the greatest gift man has ever had from the Highest, and added to it is power, which God put first when He created the universe because He loves and uses His power to build His kingdom inside our hearts. If we don't receive love and longing from others, we better start to develop this love within ourselves first because we can’t give love to others if we don’t have love first for our own selves. And our power to love ourselves and others will be fulfilled without any pressures, but it will come out freely because we are love.” Eventually, Ethan develops a love for Olga that he tries to put as

But grief had already turned monstrous inside him. “I have only loved you,” Meher whispered. Thunder exploded across the sky. And then her body went still. For several long seconds, Arman remained frozen beside her. The rain continued falling relentlessly around them, washing mud across Meher’s lifeless face, flattening marigold petals from her shawl into the soaked earth beside her. The storm raged without mercy, swallowing the clearing beneath thunder and rain until the forest itself seemed determined to bury the night forever.

He howled. "Ian... I didn't want to hurt you... I didn't want things to turn out this way... I love you a lot Ian." Erica spoke in-between her sobs. "Love?? Do you even realise what you are speaking Erica? If you were so much in love with me, I'm sure I wouldn't have found you sleeping around with Archer" "Ian.... I didn't want to do this... "Oh... Really... I so badly want to believe you Erica. Make me believe... Make believe that I can be a fool one more time "

“Beloved. Yes, that is who you are, and who you have always been to me.” My heart felt raw, exposed in her presence. She was my haven, the only place I could bare myself entirely. I couldn’t help but pull her closer, words tumbling forth that I had long kept within. "Forgive me, Beloved, for the times I faltered. For the doubts I let cloud my vision, for failing to see what stood before me. For every moment I questioned the strength of our bond. I have wronged you… not as king to his subject, but as a man to the woman he adores beyond reason. You deserve more than what I’ve given you.”

The ones who couldn’t make me sleep at nights Ruled by a dark belief , I embraced any delusional clarification and declaration of love my sick mind provided My being is locked with toxicity I met a man, I met several man and I arrived at an equation; A variable that could never be compatible In the bleak mid winter, I was a sad thing of laughter to my soul, I was written and cast aside by the deprivation of love. I stopped by each door, wrenching with pain, wrecked by the hunger of my desires looking for pieces of the love left that I could live.