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With a heavy heart and a sinking sense of defeat, I turned away from Mat and returned to the foreboding mansion that had become my prison. A wave of despondency came over me as I passed the threshold and reentered the dimly illuminated room. This place, with its shadows and mysteries, had become my reality, a twisted maze through which I felt obliged to travel. I believed I could break away from Mat's hold, but I had miscalculated the complexities of the game he was playing.

I swallow hard because this is the most painful truth, a knife that cuts my soul and for some twisted reason I love this pain. "Are you giving up on me?" - I murmur in disbelief. Your smile opens up huge making your white teeth shine with so much beauty, my piece of the sun that burns my wings. - We'll meet in hell darling. – I see how the look changes at the same moment. “Don't forget whores have a reserved place to serve there too.

He didn’t dodge. He took the slap full on, his cheek turning bright red. "Let me put it in simpler terms. You chose to cheat and betray me. When we got married, you swore you’d love me for life. You told me I’d suffered enough growing up in an orphanage and that you’d protect me from now on, but you caused me even more suffering. Henry, I will never be the foolish Zoe who believed in you again. "Don’t come back. If you do, I’ll call the cops."

I could really use a change of cloths right now ,as I retrace my steps back to my room with only one thought on my mind right now ,and you already know who that is Lone the greatest love of my life. I rub my hands on my neck feeling lone's mark ,I can't wait for my mate to return so we can keep making love over and over again ,I've never been more in love .

AN OATH OF LOVE I have seen you from afar. With the darkness in my world and destruction in my path, I have seen you from afar. My eyes would follow wherever you are, like a dying man looking at the star. And my heart longed for you, even though I was barred, By the destiny that has sent me away, from wherever you are. Because in my world, you are my light. The light that has set my otherwise dark soul bright. And for you, I would do everything, anything,

I’m only kind to those I like. And I really like you. I thought the fabrics would make your Friday. Please accept them. Next message was sent three hours ago. I stand before you, But through opacity you see me. You know who I am, But you don't see who I am. It has been a torturous wait, In hell I burned my faith. I've ripped my hair And gouged mine eyes. Darkened my soul, For my life I despised. My palms I've powdered, For when I hold you next…

Prince Lorenzo's father ordered and in a swift movement the heir had a sharp golden blade on my throat while I stared at him heartbreakingly. "All__all these years?!" I stammered while a tear rolled down my left eye. He only pressed the cold blade more against my skin. I closed my eyes walking down memory lane from where it all started. Nothing made sense right now and it probably never would as I was currently staring at death in the face, from the hands of my lover. All in all, I never thought my desire was ever going to be my doom. "I am pregnant, Lorenzo__" I confessed, wanting him to know he was about to murder two beings. One was a human he betrayed and the other?

Was writing on the banner with red ink. " What is the meaning of this karma?" I ask, gritting my teeth in anger. " My beloved flower, from the very first day I set my eyes on you, I lost my mind to you, I think of you when I'm eating, you are always by my side when I'm sleeping, even in the toilet you are always there, my love for you is like a Lion's love for meat, you are the air I breathe the sugar in my bee, no, the honey in my bee, you are my forever, I love you and will always...."

He further realizes, "My beloved Olga, I know what you desire, and I also deprive you of it. Love is the greatest gift man has ever had from the Highest, and added to it is power, which God put first when He created the universe because He loves and uses His power to build His kingdom inside our hearts. If we don't receive love and longing from others, we better start to develop this love within ourselves first because we can’t give love to others if we don’t have love first for our own selves. And our power to love ourselves and others will be fulfilled without any pressures, but it will come out freely because we are love.” Eventually, Ethan develops a love for Olga that he tries to put as

But grief had already turned monstrous inside him. “I have only loved you,” Meher whispered. Thunder exploded across the sky. And then her body went still. For several long seconds, Arman remained frozen beside her. The rain continued falling relentlessly around them, washing mud across Meher’s lifeless face, flattening marigold petals from her shawl into the soaked earth beside her. The storm raged without mercy, swallowing the clearing beneath thunder and rain until the forest itself seemed determined to bury the night forever.