Novel & Cerita Goodbye,my Messy Life

Lawrence called my name, but he couldn't force out the next sentence. It was as if no matter what he said, it would be rejected. As if no matter what he said, he wouldn't get the answer he wanted. "I don't need your flowers. I'm leaving now. Goodbye, Lawrence Schwartz." This was the first time in five years I had seriously called him by his name. I hoped it would also be the last. I dragged my suitcase outside. That oversized suitcase carried everything I owned from this old house. Lawrence looked back into the house. It was empty, lifeless. What was left for him looked no different from a staged model home.

“You’ve lost everything because you can’t separate business from emotion. I’m done trying to save you from yourself.” “James—” But he was already turning away. “Goodbye, Alex. I truly hope you find your way back before it’s too late.” He opened the door and walked out. The slam echoed like thunder. For a few moments, Alex just stood there, the room spinning around him. The envelope still sat on his desk, untouched. His heart was thumping heavily, each beat louder than the last. He rubbed his face with both hands and dropped back into his chair. For the first time in years, he felt completely alone. His best friend, his ally, gone.

Messy, chaotic, imperfect — but ours. END OF CHAPTER 67

"You and Elroy were never friends. You've been rivals forever. Watching him fall apart—it made you happy, didn't it?" He dropped the act. Smirked. "Yeah. It did. Oh—and he's dead. Thought you should know. You're sharp, Celine. I wish you happiness." My pen hovered. Ink bled into the page. I tore it up, tossed it out. "Happiness isn't for me." I'd had it once. Look where that got me. He gave a soft laugh. "Goodbye. I hope you find freedom." This time, I nodded. Freedom—that, I could want.

I noticed the scratches on the back of Carl's hand, and he instinctively pulled it back. I chuckled. "Give it to Wendy. It suits her well." Why would I go down that same dead-end road again? Once I made up my mind not to look back, that was it—no turning back, not even if the memories were wonderful. … I left the city where I had spent six years of my life and set off with my best friend to start over. I used my savings to invest in a publicly traded company, and the returns were way better than expected. I bought a new place, traveled to the cities I'd always dreamed of visiting, and took in the views I'd dreamed about for years.

she yells out the window. Well said. I begin to move in the direction of the passenger side when Mason's hand again grips my arm. So you're just going to throw everything away? He queries. Indeed, I am. Because making room for the good people in my life by letting rid of the bad ones. those who won't harm me. individuals who merit being in my life. I don't respond to his query. I merely say, "Goodbye, Mason."

All your friends and acquaintances are either sick or employees of the hospital. You think you've traveled the world, but you've just walked around the hospital. You thought you were eating food from the best restaurants, but in fact you're eating food from an ordinary dining room, which is also good, because it's better than nothing. So what's my real life like? What has illness stolen from my life? I have to find out from Sergei… Twenty-seven Day. The local alcoholics

And now, I got to feel this feeling again. Too bad I won't be able to see that person again. That would not be a worse thing at all, at least that way, I wouldn't be able to be reminded that I went here to get drunk and kissed a random guy. I wiped my mouth with my hand before I walked out of the cubicle to wash my hands. I looked at my reflection, I looked like a mess. A hot mess. But if this is the price to embrace myself again after feeling sorry and pathetic for months, then I'm willing to pay it.

and she was looking him back with her best toothy smile. But one thing which Ryan didn't know that this time A will gonna leave her traces not just in car..but everywhere...in his life too... My life was in full speed.. But suddenly speed breaker came..and I need to breathe.. What I see there ..I can never forget.. Ohh god... my luck come with this stupid brat.. People say ..badluck will never leave u till u die.. But my life is already a hell...is she going to join my life...

I'm ready to live again. *********************************************