Novel & Cerita Goodbye,my Messy Life

It was just who he was. And Christopher and Margaret? They knew. They always knew. I thought about their fake concern, their empty kindness. My stomach churned. Michelle asked how Alfred was doing now. I told her—he moved on, found someone new, was about to be a dad. Tears welled up. "Why? Why does he get to be happy while I ended up like this?" I patted her shoulder. "Let it go, Michelle. He's not worth it. You deserve better."

He stood frozen and watched me walk away until I disappeared from view. He collapsed inside, a man shattered, like a child who no longer knew where home was. And I finally found my way out of the abyss. My new life had only just begun.

My God, I'm crazy! My life is getting messy. And now, I no longer have a purpose in life. That goal has been burned. It's been tampered with by an object I want to share. I've always dreamed of building a beautiful home with Gerald, and now he's ruining everything. It burns all my sweet goals. Gerald ruined all my hopes. Gerald, I fucking hate you! I saw the marks of my tears drying on the cheeks. It's over. It's really over.

Today i'll end my misery or should i say my parents misery that is me. Thankfully, no one is here. Slowly slowly the waves were hiting my feet. As I am moving forward, the water is rising above my body from the bottom. That's it. Finally, my 24 years of life is getting it's end. Unlike Everyone i finally smile. My whole life is running like infront of my eyes like a movie.

On the morning of the wedding, the bridesmaids decided to play a quick trivia game with Grayson Cross before our first look. He had to get three questions right before he could see me. I thought he would get them all easily. To my surprise, he got the very first one wrong. “What shoe size does the bride wear?” Without hesitation, he answered, “Size 6.” “What’s the bride’s favorite color?” “Blue.” Everyone exchanged glances, and the atmosphere grew awkward. So they asked him an absurdly easy question. “What year did the bride graduate from college?” Everyone thought there was no way he could get that one wrong. After all, we had been classmates in college. “2013. The year she gradua

Matilda Sutton, my wife, and I are on our tenth wedding anniversary trip when the plane suddenly crashes. I hand her the last remaining parachute, only for her to scoff and ask, "What are you up to this time, Tyler?" I feel a sudden ache in my chest, knowing that Matilda has never loved me in our ten years of marriage. She has also seen me play the hero enough times that it doesn't even register anymore. But this time, it's a genuine matter of life and death. I push her out of the door right as flames engulf the cabin. "If there's a next life, I'll leave you alone, Matilda." Consciousness returns. I find that I've returned to the exact moment I'm about to propose to Matilda. I try to st

"My life is a mess. You are a great host but staying here makes my life even messier. I'm divorced. The father of my child hates me. I'm a pathetic parasite in your house. All I do is eat and sleep. I'm doing nothing with my life. I can't even remember the last time I sat down to design anything. I want to make something of myself. I don't think I can do it when I'm here." I pause and smile at myself. "I think I need a fresh start." ****

‌ I said g⁠ood‍bye to the ol‍d lif​e. "And then I‍'‍m goi​ng to kill him with it."

she asked calmly. Damn she makes my heart ache with her voice, the way she calls my name makes me want to keep her to me at all times. “I'm a mess, I'm from a mess,my whole life is a mess" I lamented. she sighed. " You're not a mess, everyone's got a messy life secret but that doesn't make one a mess,I have a messy secret too but that doesn't mean I'm a mess”she explained. If only she knows how messy mine is.

Call me crazy, I don't give a shit at this point. ✨ THE END ✨