His Forbidden Muse
Even on days I want to disappear between the folds of my blanket,
Become silence, become stillness… become anything but me.
We all have our masks, I guess. Some are glittered, some are cracked, some are so well-crafted they begin to look like skin. But beneath them, there’s always a glint. Of someone trying to survive quietly. Of someone hoping no one notices the storm they hide behind stitched smiles and stitched sleeves.
And maybe that's the most human thing, not healing, not breaking, but pretending just enough to make it through one more day. One more… second.
There are days I forget what joy feels like.