How To Watch Out Of My Mind นิยาย & เรื่องราว

“You can check your socials and emails again.” “Am I supposed to be happy, that I can now go see the horror people are saying about me and my company? Which is completely false by the way. I respond pointing my finger at the floor.” I huff. Staring into the abyss of the black coffee for a moment. “Maybe watch a movie or documentary. Anything that can keep your mind at peace, you know.” “Right. You’re so good with advising.” I tease I sit still and for a moment, it's nothing but the hum sound of the refrigerator.

I lay down as images of Logan in the candlelight came to mind as we had our picnic on the floor … I sat up on the edge of the bed and rubbed my eyes as my heart fluttered within my chest. Did I really see Logan tonight, or am I finally losing my mind? I let out a deep breath and slipped on my robe. Walking out to the living room, I absentmindedly turned on the television. Maybe watching a little news or a show might take my mind off things. Enough for me to sleep, anyway. A commercial for feminine hygiene came on, so I got up and made myself a drink.

I channel hop to find something to watch, without any sort of attention or focus on the screen, laying my water on the table and pull over a cushion for my lap to cradle my plate. I hear Natasha’s voice in the foyer with his, greeting him, and mumbling small talk. I refuse to look their way, even though my heart is hammering in my chest and just focus on the music at the start of the movie I randomly clicked on. I don’t want to see them embrace, kiss or whatever; he must be gone in the head to think this is anything but abnormal.

My mind screamed, yet all I could do was stare, trapped by what I had just seen. As if the glimpse of the video wasn't enough,nada picked up the phone and pressed play.

I leaned further into the leather, wishing I could just disappear from his pensive gaze. "You like him. He likes you. You're both a bit emotional right now. Give it time. If it's supposed to work, it will work. Now." He grabbed the remote and flipped on the Discovery Channel. "We're going to watch people build houses in Alaska, and you're going to stop thinking all about Linc. Believe me, what you need is a distraction." "I can't." I started to get up. "I need to look at the filming schedule tomorrow and plan my assistant duties around when Linc's going to be-"

I am seated on the bed. My elbows are on my knees; my head hangs low, and I keep my eyes open and focus as I did before. I stay calm, focus on the quiet. Make my eyes focus so hard they start to go dizzy, begin to shiver. Shivering eyes, my eyes close. My heart is still racing, a little slower now but at the beat of Sweater Weather by Gaullin. Focusing on music, I have to keep my heart rate up. That is what my muscle memory is telling me. I need to seem distressed. But deep down, I am Zen. I have reached the dark spaces of my mind. But it is hard to achieve my gray matter while trying to keep the record player on. I only need a few minutes to get it, to create enough of whatever the patterns

Actually, Bridget and I are both going to learn it, along with how to use the mind reading skill. I’m not too interested in reading anyone’s mind except Wyatt. I’m still trying to figure out what is going on in his mind. Unfortunately, the Supreme Elder has informed me that Wyatt, Ford and all the Elders have their minds blocked at all times so secrets don’t accidentally leak. That makes sense, but I still would love to see what he is thinking since he looks into my mind all the time. It is so frustrating. Ugh…. I glance across the room at the TV. Even though it is on and some program is playing, I don’t have any idea what it is or what is happening. I have been spacing out too.

"You- can you read minds?" "I can't. I can only see your life, especially when you are feeling sad, or afraid or angry. My book would glow and I can choose to watch it or ignore it." "It really does sound like watching a reality TV!"

"He’s calling their lookout. If they drop the terminal link now, we lose Vance’s direct IP confirmation." "Phoebe," I said, my voice dropping into that quiet, intense register that belonged only to her. "Look at the judges. Engage them. Force the public attention toward your booth right now. If the room becomes high-profile, the lookout won't risk a premature evacuation." Through the bone-conduction line, I heard her draw a sharp, trembling breath. "I'm on it."

I rolled my eyes, nudging his ribs. “Right, sorry. Okay, so Mother. You want to see if things can be more than a night with Don, so fuck her and do it. Find a way to get the tracking shit off your phone or just leave it at your house when you go out. Or find someone that can fool the tracker to show you’re at home or wherever you want it to say.” Clay shrugged. It was like a lightbulb going off in my head. I squealed with delight at the idea my twin had just given me, kissing his cheek. “You’re brilliant, Clay!”