The Fathers of My Child?
How I couldn’t write, couldn’t sleep, couldn’t stop pacing.
I end the message with the only thing I can admit out loud: “What do I do?”
The typing dots appear. Disappear. Appear again. My breath holds. Finally her reply drops in, and it’s so Cass it makes me cry. “Choose yourself first.”
I stare at the screen. Those three words punch harder than Joel’s entire proposal did. Choose myself first. What does that even mean, when part of me wants to choose him too? When part of me is tired of always choosing survival, independence, caution? But maybe that’s exactly the point. That before I can choose him, or choose marriage, or choose the future, I have to make sure I am not abandoning myself in t
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