I Can T Choose Novels & Stories

⸻ Not power. But choice.

“I already told it I’m not choosing something I don’t understand.” “And this?” “This is worse,” I say. “Because it looks like something I already chose.” Silence. Then— “Can you refuse it?” Vaelor asks. I open my mouth to say yes. But I hesitate. Because I don’t know how. It’s not pushing. It’s not asking. It’s just— Present. Like a fact. “I…” I try. The word sits there. Unchallenged. Unmoving. “Ilyra.” It comes out again.

It is the ability to choose when to reveal it. And I had just chosen.

I’ll continue this waiting game. I really have no choice.

I don't want to choose. Dear goddess, help me….

I could make my own choices and live my own life. I just can't wait.

Everything or nothing. And I have no idea which one to choose.

Sounds like a good deal, right? An extra million. It was tempting. I bit my lip. "I can't. There's no one at home to look after my baby." He hesitated for a second. However, before he could speak, Rachel tugged on his sleeve. "Harold, if she doesn't want to take care of me, then just let her go. I don't want to make things difficult for you." He gently held her hand to comfort her, but when he turned to me, his gaze was full of disdain.

And with my virgin hymen still intact ! Hell no ! So, here is life hack #102- on what NOT to do, which I stupidly, totally did. Sigh ! Fuck me. When you are caught in a precarious situation where you do not want to show how embarrassingly aroused you are just by scents and voices; caught watching your best friend and his mate doing deeds not meant for third party eyes and standing against a smoking hot figure in front of you, while he holds a gun against your chest, then you always choose the stupidest option to do, which is to-

Good solution, my ass. I don't see a good solution to my problem. Because if I choose the right one I will still cry. I’m still the loser in the end. I will still be left behind. I will be miserable. Though I have an option, I'd rather live miserably than snatch an innocent child's right of having a complete family.