Novel & Cerita I Did Something Bad Lyrics

"I am a bad person. Just think about all the things I've done to you and–" "Good people mess up, don't they?" she cut in with a big smile on her face. "You were right about me when you said the innocent goody-two-shoes act was just that. An act. I've hurt people too. I never should have accepted Max's proposal and I probably should've come right out with it instead of telling him about our kiss instead and hurting your friendship with him. I'm just so weak and stupid. I always need saving and I can't stand up for myself so I get hurt and–"

I want you to be those insignificant things in my life. Because you so aren't worth it. ............................................... #Day 4 Sometimes I just wonder maybe it was me who was not able to gain your trust, but then I ask this simple question to myself how I could have done thing differently.. you know what answer I get, nothing...nothing at all. Because I gave you my everything so there wasn't pretty much more left to do. So stop making me feel miserable and make me blame myself for evey damn thing. It's your fucking fault and you should be the one suffering, Isn't it? I am tired of hearing that life is not fair to some. What is god for, then?

I should've broken that fuck's neck, this being a cop shit comes with its own drawbacks but I would've taken the hit for assaulting the dumbass, they ought to be a law. What the fuck is wrong with people anyway? If that had been my kid I would've kicked his ass into Outer Mongolia then followed him there and pulled his lungs out his fucking ass. Asshole.

“Have you ever done something so bad and know it’s wrong, but you still do it no matter the consequence?” Yeah, like fucking your daughter. I think I can relate. “I think we all have in our life. What have you done that’s so bad?” “You have no idea how bad I screwed up. I mean, she was just there and looking at me all innocent. Fuck, I should have stopped myself from getting so close to this girl. Now, it’s too late to forget her. It’s like she’s everywhere I go. What would you do if you were in my situation?”

he said with a slight chuckle, his voice weak as he slowly laid his head back down. "Do you remember when I first asked you to be my girlfriend? I was so nervous I didn't know how you would take it, so I drowned myself to be able to face you. But you made it so easy for me, Nate. You made me feel at home.……… What happened to us? We used to be so happy, but I ruined everything, I don’t think I can ever forgive myself for what I made you go through" he uttered slowly as he hit his chest, his eyes gazing into the distance with tears forming, slowly closing as he murmured, "I ruin everything, I take all the blame and hates, I ruin it, I am a bad person"

"But one day, I saw that my ex-boyfriend posted my private photos on the internet. Calvin immediately reported it to the police on my behalf. Although this matter was resolved, my depression worsened a lot. I even tried to commit suicide. Calvin saved me, but I was still emotionally unstable and accidentally smashed his phone after I woke up. I later found out he missed a date with you because he was looking after me. He couldn't get in touch with you because I broke his phone. That's why you two ended up not being together. "To stop me from blaming myself, he pretended not to care, but I caught him secretly looking at your photo and gawking at it all afternoon. I had never seen him so obses

Grammy chuckles and that warms my heart. I bite my lip trying to control the tears. "So don't you ever say that you've been a bad parent. I'm the bad child here. Not you. And it's unfair that you can blame yourself for your bad actions. Even God knows in a list of bad parents, your name would be nowhere to be seen because you've been the best parent ever! " Grammy dries up her eyes and sniffs. "Enough of that. You should get some sleep. You've had a terrible day. "

And even though I was only held together by a single string only To have you come and be the boulder that holds me together whilst Destroying me bit by bit I want no one else. I will never be the same again due to you. I often question whether that's a good thing or a bad thing. If it's bad then maybe the concept of being a puritan Has grown far too dull for me. Still I see nothing but a goodness embedded within You that takes my breath away.

Please I'm sorry I'll be a good girl, let me go I'll do everything you say just don't hit me Please I screamed in pain. It hurted me gutted me like hell but still they didn't stop I really wished I had someone who would save me from them I tried escaping from their grip but I wasn't strong enough And that got me into more trouble Everyday I used to scream and beg them to stop hitting me but they never had mercy on me I was used as their punching bag

“Maybe, it all depend what you can do for me” “What will that be?” “Don’t play dump little girl, you know what I want,” “I told you time and time again Dax that you are a disgusting and I want no part of you,” “Look here child you never had a real man, let me show you want I can do. I promise I will make you feel good.”