I Doubt Therefore I Am Mga Nobela at Kwento

This story was about my bitter and sweet love story. My bitter-sweet love story began when I was twelve years old. I had a huge crush on my neighbor, Dean Samaniego. He's tall, handsome, and smart but a little bit aloof, especially to me. He always ignored me though we were just neighbors. After six long years of having a crush on Dean, I finally decided to give up my feelings for him. The fact finally hits on me, that no matter what I did he's not going to like me back. We moved to another city after a tragedy falls on my family. Since then, Dean and I have never met again. But after ten long years, we finally meet each other. He is now a lawyer, a well-known and successful public defender while I'm just a small coffee shop owner. After I met him again I realized that I still liked him a lot, but I found out that he's already engaged to someone else. Is this a second chance that God gave me to pursue Dean again or a second chance for me to feel the heartache that I once was felt before?

He was once my sun, I always yearn for his light. But now, I don’t know. I think he’s still a sun. But his light is too much for me — my eyes burn when I look at him.

I hate his guts, ang bastos niya. Every time na magkikita kami para kaming mga aso't pusa. I told myself that, I won't fall for him. Then, one day kusa na lang tumibok ang puso ko sa kaniya and I can't help it. Should I give him a chance or not? Hahayaan ko na lamang ba na ang puso ko mahulog sa kaniya? Or do I deserve someone better than him?

Hindi ako nagkamali sa nakita ko, alam ko siya ‘yon. Hinding-hindi ako magkakamali pagdating sa kanya. “Daddy!” it was a heart melting voice who called me. “There you are!” I said as I carry my son. I can’t do anything; it pains me seeing her walk away. I want to ask how her life is going, if she has someone new, if it’s still me. I really wanted to hear her talk, see her smile, and met her eyes once again. “Babe? Let’s go,” A soft voice called me, Solange. I turned my gaze in her direction once again, but I lost her… again. Ang pakiramdam na pilit kayong pinaglalayo ng mga alon ay sobrang sakit. Animo’y protektado siya ng malalakas at matatayog na alon kaya hindi malapitan dahil pilit kang itinataboy nito papunta sa dalampasigan. She’s an ocean wave that I can’t keep, an ocean wave that I can only see and admire from afar. ‘Till next time…

i was born to be a warrior, i was born to protect the Heavenly realm. I was born to be the trusted and great warrior of the King in Heavenly realm. but fate was really a roller coaster. what will happen if the great warrior of the heavenly realm will possessed by the Demon? i was being possessed by the Demon and definitely to be the demon Queen.

"I want to forget everything! I want to forget you! Why the hell did you came back?!" I shouted at him while we were both crying under the rain.

My parents wanted me to marry an old, monstrous businessman, so I married my best friend instead to appease them. It was a three-year marriage contract. The terms were clear if I did not fall in love with Carlo, he would let me go freely. But if I fell in love with him within those three years, we would renew our marriage and hold a proper wedding. Three years have passed, and our contract is almost at an end. But honestly, I slowly fell in love with him over time only to find out a devastating truth on the very day we renewed our marriage, my best friend Yuki was already in an intimate relationship with Carlo. My heart aches so badly. Should I let him go and let him be happy? Or should I stay and fight for what I believe is rightfully mine? But what if his heart no longer belongs to me at all? Should I just let everything go… and run away?

Sierah Garcia met a lot of men already, experienced a lot of heartaches, and even experienced the worst part of a relationship. What if a man came up and plotted to break her heart? Will she be able to accept and move on? I sighed, staring at him. "Is this yours?" he cluelessly asked. He was about to hand me my handkerchief, when I stepped back. "Yes. Thank you." Kinuha ko 'yon sa kamay niya tsaka ko siya mabilisang tinalikuran. "Sie.." I stopped when he called my name, I blinked a lot of times before glancing at him. By just calling out the nickname he gave me, it brings back a lot of memories, such as pain. "Y-Yes?" I responded. He licked his lips, he looked so serious. "When will I see you again?" I unbelievably stared at him because of his question, I closed my fist. "Never again,” I whispered and walked away real fast.

"What is your biggest fear?" a friend casually asked as the tip of the bottle stopped at my direction. I smiled bitterly as I threw my head back, "Be forgotten..." I paused for a while bago lumingon sa kinaroroonan nang dating asawa. "By the man I love the most." It is so easy to create memories but the moment a person decided to forget about it, everything will be useless. And that's what I fear the most.

"Mylez, can you go to Room 421 –the guest requested a housekeeper. Thank you." Sabi ni Ms. Claire ang supervisor ng Housekeeping department ng hotel na pinag ta-trabahuhan ko dito sa Paris. “Sure Ma’am! I’m on my way.” Sagot ko dito gamit ang radyong mayroon ang lahat ng chamber maids ng kilalang hotel para makapag communicate. Ako si MYLENE REYES, 25 Y/O, single mom. Dati akong nagta-trabaho bilang isang waitress sa isang sikat na Entertainment Cruise Line sa Singapore na pagma-may ari ng isang mayaman na Pilipino. Tumagal ako doon ng halos dalawang taon ngunit dahil sa hindi magandang karanasan ay kinailangan kong iwan ang minahal kong trabaho. May lihim ako na hindi alam ng mga kasamahan ko dito sa Paris. Ang akala ng lahat ay wala akong asawa. Pero ang totoo ay mayroon... Iniwan ko ito ng walang paalam pagka tapos ng kasal at hindi din nito alam na may anak kami. Ang nais ko lang ay ang makalayo sa taong nanakit sa akin at maaaring manakit at kumuha sa anak ko. I am CAPT. KIM MENDOZA SANCHEZ, 29 Y/O, Married. Isa akong CRUISE LINE SHIP CAPTAIN at MULTI-BILLIONAIRE CEO ng mga ENTERTAINMENT CRUISE SHIPS at ilang AIRLINES sa Pilipinas at ibang bansa. Maga-anim na taon na, hanggang ngayon ay hindi ko pa din sya makita. “Wherever you are Mrs. Sanchez, kahit na umabot pa tayo sa impiyerno, hindi ko titigilan na hanapin ka. At kapag nahanap kita, sisiguraduhin kong hindi ka na makakawala pa kahit kailan.” Mapaklang ngiti ko. Nakaupo ako ngayon sa isang kilalang Bar habang nakatitig sa hawak kong kopita ng alak at pinaiikot ang malaking bilog na tipak ng yelong nasa loob ng baso na nagpapalamig sa inumin kong hawak sa kanan kong kamay at saka ininom ng daretso at sinaid ang laman nito.