Novel & Cerita I Feel Like A Fool Waiting For You

I was in love with her. So I got up immediately, the wind pouring through the window. “I'm a fool,” I muttered. "I'm such a big fool for not saying a word when you said you loved me earlier and I know I can’t say anything right now to make it better but I wish I could go back which in hindsight is stupid to even think of,” I stroked my chin and Kayla arched her brows. “What are you saying?” She scoffed.

His throat was constricted, and a vein bulged out of his thick neck. Ignoring my stupid heart that had begun interceding for him, I pulled myself away from his grip. “You must think I’m a fool. Do you think your words mean anything to me?” My eyes were bloodshot and teary. “You expect me to wait for you. You’ll get married to Mia and find happiness, while like an idiot. I’ll keep on holding onto your words.”

“Stop calling me that you asshole, how did I not notice you were insane” “How would you notice anything, you were dumb, stupid, and in love with me” “I’m not in love with you, get that into your head” “You will learn to love me again baby; I have waited so long for you, craved you, and watched you” “ You have been watching me?” “Yes, I have been watching you, waiting for the best chance to come back into your life, I saw that idiot you call your boss come in and out of your house, I waited for my chance”

SHANTAL's P o V ~~~~ "Shall I tell you what I did before you arrived?" I wanted to laugh at my own foolishness the moment I recalled how I made myself a clown today. "I waited for you. I waited for you like a lunatic! I waited for you all day while disregarding my pride and that is why I hated myself for doing that. Because again, I let you to make a fool out of me."

“Yоu muѕt think I’m a fool, because you’re certainly trеаtіng mе like оnе.” I kеер lооkіng out over the bаlсоnу. I’m gonna lеt hеr ѕау whаtеvеr ѕhе nееdѕ tо ѕау. Mауbе іt’ll help.

I let that word sit for a second feeling the weight of it in my chest. "But it feels—" I searched for the right word and couldn't find one that was large enough. "Surreal. Like I keep waiting for someone to tell me I've got the wrong script." I let out a short laugh. "And at the same time it feels like I'm standing on thin ice. Just…waiting to slip up." Drew was quiet for a moment. "Are you going to slip up?" The question landed and didn't leave. I feel like I already have. That was the honest answer.

he whispered. "No," I corrected, leaning closer until our faces were inches apart. "A fool is someone who doesn't know better. You knew exactly what you were doing when you used my love to build this company. You used me as a stepping stone and kicked me away when you reached the top. Now, I’m just pulling the stone out from under your feet. Don't pretend you're shocked."

I’m fucked. Freaking screwed! Hurry, Code Yellow. Code Yellow everyone. I send the message and impatiently wait for the reply while tapping the footpath with my toe. I sneak glances at Ishit’s back and heave a breath I did not know I am holding.

My lips trembled, and my body felt hollowed out. A soft sob broke loose before I could stop it. I bit down on my lip, hard, just to keep the rest from spilling out. Why? Why had I believed him? Why had I let myself hope, even for a second, that someone like Eden would come through? My calls—ignored. My texts—left unread. The promise—empty. I was a fool. A soaked, freezing, desperate fool. I wanted to slap myself. Scream. Collapse right there on the pavement and let the rain swallow me whole.

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