Novel & Cerita I Feel Like A Fool Waiting For You

I have lifted my arm halfway, but then I hesitate again, like I always do. What if he replies? What if he says something? What if he apologizes? What if he tells me not to go? What if he says he still loves me? So I wait. Seconds turn into minutes. Minutes into hours. My vision is blurred as I look on the phone like it will magically appear. But nothing. No message. No call. No Angel. “Foolish me, believing in fairy tales. Reality is such a cruel joke,” I whisper, the words thick with pain.

He has been in a predicament no one could solve but himself. "Then you came back and I realized I've been a fool. I wasted four years of our lives. All these years, I just appeased myself by collecting every memory you created. I've been a fool preparing for the future with you despite you being out of my reach. I'm stupid for not finding you instead of simply living in your memory"

"The promise you made me didn't matter. The career I clawed out for myself didn't matter." "Just like even now, you're still making me wait." I sighed and turned to face Julian. "But I've already married someone else. I have a new life." "So tell me, why should I wait for you?" When I finished, I watched the emotions churning in his eyes, then looked down at my watch. "Don. I should go. I don't want to keep Roman waiting too long." The instant those words landed, Julian took a step back. A furious, broken laugh escaped him, and then he grabbed my wrist, hard.

You stupid bastard , you had the guts and the nerves to lie to my face . I face you do many chances , so many fucking chances if you will gone to my face and tell me the truth , but what did you do instead . I know that being here is going to be me wasting my life ,like u have been doing all along and I don’t blame you that you see me as a fool but I am one and I am still going to be one as long as I am here . I know that you are saying all sort of things to make me feel good so I don’t leave .

"I can't face a new place alone." We'd been inseparable since kindergarten, walking to and from school together for over a decade. Deep down, I'd been nursing a quiet crush on him. So, in a rush of loyalty, I promised, "Don't worry, Shane. I'll go wherever you go." But standing outside that private room, I realized it was all a cruel ruse to push me out of his life. "Does he hate me that much?" Inside, his friend kept talking, "Alice is crazy about you. What if she falls for someone else out there?"

Burn it down and make sure no one has the right to cover it up. I clicked send then closed my l aptop... and waited for Leo's kingdom to burn but why the fuck am I feeling this stupid tiny guilt at the depth of my heart

Damn it! "If you don't want me, tell me." I whispered to myself as I looked at my reflection in the mirror. My eyes are still spinning. "If you've found someone else, tell me. So I'll stop waiting for you. Fuck! I don't want to be fooled again." Another unpleasant thought struck me. I still remember that my one year was getting closer and closer. I'll soon graduate and might be getting f*cking married to the man who's still unknown to me.

The fool! “No. Not until you tell me why you think you are so right in all of this and I am the villain.” His eyes spoke dangerously of anger, frustration darkening his orbs. “Because how I remember all of this is you rejecting me in front of the whole fucking Stone Shadow academy. I chased after you like some lovesick pup, demanding explanation, begging for attention. And every single time, you made an even bigger fool of me than the last. You didn’t want to talk to me. To see me. To even breathe the same air I did. I had to follow you home with hopes of talking to you! Hell, I couldn’t eat or sleep properly. I was fucking going crazy! I lost my first mate and just when I thought I would be

Now it is too late and I feel like the dumbest person on earth. “I want you to leave.”

--------------------------------------------------- Anna's P.O.V. Do you ever feel .....like a atom boom ....wanna explode ....from inside .. .... Do you ever feel like a stupid girl......wanna throw herself ....in a pit of hole . Do you ever feel .....like changing your past ....so that you could be .... better at ... Can't you see baby.....i wanna say yes ... .but these all stupid things makes me more stupider . Ok thats enough. He asked me out ... I miserably wanna say yes