Novel & Cerita I Feel Like A Fool Waiting For You

Underneath it, a single line: [He told everyone you're just his assistant. I stared at that photo for a long time, then flipped my phone face-down on my lap. I suddenly remembered my mother, holding my hand on her deathbed. "Vera, don't waste your life on someone who makes you wait. Your father made me wait ten years, and in the end he left with that other woman. I don't want that for you." I'd held her hand and promised I wouldn't. But now I was sitting in the back of a cab, and I didn't even know where I was going.

"See, he's looking for me first and not you. He's going to wait for me and just hang you. And then he came out earlier than me. Why do I feel like I just loose from her again for the nth time?!

I’m such a fool. The cold hit me the moment I stepped outside. I made it to the bottom of the steps and kept walking, not knowing where I was going, just needing to be gone. The letter was still in my hand. I didn’t even know why I was still holding it. Every step felt heavier than the last, like my whole body had finally caught up to what my mind hadn’t let itself understand yet. *I feel completely invisible. Why can't anyone choose me? I hate myself* “Summer.”

Now that I stared at him closely again, I can say he became even more handsome and more mature than before. "Hahaha, your face was so funny back then! It's epic!" I said that made us both laugh again. Suddenly, his expression turned solemn and a little sad. "You know I'm still waiting for you every day but you never showed up again. I look like a fool while talking alone..." he said and my smile faded. He waits for me every day and I felt terrible for that. My chest tightened imagining the scene in my mind—him alone looking at the lake with a hopeful expression while waiting for my arrival. I felt awful.

"She was planning to give up, guess she's not the patient type when it comes to love, at least she's not like me who was once a fool" "My heartbeat" "Shhhh" I smirk placing my pinky finger on his lips "At least I wasn't a fool for nothing, all those traumas and trials was what got us here and maybe sometime it's good to be a fool" I smile "Come here" He pulled me into his arms, hugging me sweetly

Fuck what am I going to do? "go on keep going",is voiced in my head. I sit sadly as the door opens and my family rushes in. I can't smile as they look happy to see me awake all I feel is defeated. I feel worthless. Totally worthless.

All my failures come pouring down, and they suffocate me. Who am I?

"Another shot of whiskey, please, bartender; keep it coming till I don't remember at all how bad it hurts when you're gone. Turn the music up a little bit louder; you just have to get past the midnight hour. Maybe tomorrow it won't be this hard. Who am I kidding? I know what I'm missing." We laughed at how we sounded but didn't care if we sounded like dying whales when we started singing at the top of our lungs. "I had my heart set on you, but nothing else hurts like you do. Who knew that love was so cruel? Yeah, yeah, yeah. And I waited and waited so long for someone who'd never come home. It's my fault for thinking you'd be true, yeah, yeah. I'm just a fool." I suddenly lost my balance whe

I feel stupid, I feel foolish, I feel like an idiot, I feel dumb. "The higher they go, the harder they fall." I murmured to myself. "Racheal, are you in there?" I heard Orchid's voice, then after her voice came a series of little knocks on my door. I gave no answer, really not in the mood to see anyone. Orchid had other plans in her mind. She turned my door handle and opened my door slowly, then walked into the room. "Ohh, you are in." "Why? Can't wait to rub my downfall in my face?" I asked, "Go on, mock me. Gloat."

Only fools do what I do, only fools fall Only fools fall for you, only fools Only fools do what I do, only fools fall I see swimming pools and living rooms and aeroplanes I see a little house on the hill and children's names I see quiet nights part over ice and Tanqueray But everything is shattering and it's my mistake Only fools fall for you, only fools fall Only fools do what I do, only fools fall Only fools fall for you, only fools fall Only fools do what I do, only fools fall Only fools fall for you (only fools) Only fools do what I do (only fools) Only fools fall for you (only fools) Only fools do what I do, only fools fall....❤ ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤ ❤️NEXT MORNING ❤️ Edward wakes up with a s