I Feel Like A Fool Waiting For You นิยาย & เรื่องราว

he replies and I chuckle bitterly. "Really Nik, bad place. Did you know what I went through when you were always away in her arms. You made me look like a fool loving you. Or maybe I am,I am a fool for trusting you with my heart,I am stupid for believing in you thinking you'd change but fuck was I so wrong. I will never repeat that mistake again"I spat at him with the tears finally free

I feel like I'm dying away because of the sorrows. "Until now I'm still fooling around! I still loving you Lucas! I still can't forget everything! I don't know how fool I am. I don't know why?"

I just have it dangling in my heart while I think heavily. 'What do I do?' I had to question myself again. Even though there was no answer, I just couldn't give up. All I have to do is just to keep thinking about what to do. At least, I need a solution but I know it won't come immediately. While on my bed with my hand right under my chin, a memory brushed through my mind and that made my toes all up. 'wait… do I act like a fool?' I measured out that word and had it dwell within me that moment. I just couldn't fathom it. 'Am I a fool?' That question has to pop up.

Just like that, tell me what would you say? " I don't need to say anything." " But why?? What is the problem?? " " Relax!! There is no problem. Why are you being so adamant in asking this? As it is, No one is interested in me. " I said with s smile. " What ?? Are you blind ?? Deaf or Dumb ?? The whole school knows that someone is absolutely crazy about you. Are you insane or just trying to act smart?? I must say, he is crazy about you... He is dropping hints almost 8- 10 times a day... Are you trying his patience ?? "

Neither was I. Julia had always been like that. After scolding me, she always seemed to be trying to be strong. However, I could see the bitter disappointment on her face. I felt guilty. However, I was speechless nor even to throw the seduction joke I used to throw at her. As if, a song 'Lovefool' by The Cardigans accurately described the situation Aisha, Julia, and I right now. 'Love me love me. Say that you love me. Fool me fool me. Go on and fool me ... '

She blinked her eyes repeatedly to push back her tears. “And I am overreacting? Yes, I am! Because I was a fool to believe that you also loved me the way I adored you. What if I refer you as a fuck before my friends, will you feel insulted? And what about waiting like an idiot for nine years in the hope that someday, you’ll come to my door, looking for me. It was hard, but I finally realized that I was living in a dream. And thankfully, I am over it now.”

I’m only kind to those I like. And I really like you. I thought the fabrics would make your Friday. Please accept them. Next message was sent three hours ago. I stand before you, But through opacity you see me. You know who I am, But you don't see who I am. It has been a torturous wait, In hell I burned my faith. I've ripped my hair And gouged mine eyes. Darkened my soul, For my life I despised. My palms I've powdered, For when I hold you next…

god, who was I fooling? "But I am very interested in you, Meghan." And so was I, I was more than interested.

So lame. “You don’t deserve to love me if you are such a fool like this. Yeah, you are a fool.” I speak clearly even if I know that the fool between us is also me. I am such a fool like him. a fool who was madly in love with a foolish guy like him… “So if you are a guy enough to love me… fight for it till the end…” Is it raining right now? Why do my cheeks feel like it was feeling droplets of rain falling?

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